Jimmy Bluefeather: A Novel (2 page)

Nobody traveled by canoe anymore. They didn’t have the time.

Lorraine would keep Keb on the sofa talking all afternoon, talking until she gave him a headache. She told him that she wanted a pet bird, a parrot or a cockatoo or some damn thing in a cage. Pity the poor parrot that tried to mimic her. He’d be dead in a day. God loved the birds and invented man. Man loved the
birds and invented cages. Best of all was little Christopher, Robert and Lorraine’s delicate son, the boy with Down’s syndrome and a defective heart, the sweetest human being Keb knew, the child whose smile could fill a valley. They would drive down to Malibu for ice cream. Keb tried rum raisin and found too little rum, too much raisin. He tried “death by chocolate” and an hour later was still alive. Next time he’d have a double scoop. Christopher ate “Killer Vaniller” and wore most of it on his chin. Lorraine stuck with “Sensible Strawberry.” They sat on a bench, facing a sidewalk, and beyond that, a fine sand beach and the sea. Kids zipped by on skateboards and rollerblades. Lorraine held little Christopher and sang, “Puff the Magic Dragon.” She said it was peaceful, the sea. “It’s so tranquil and still, it makes you believe that everything will be okay.”

“I don’t dream here,” Keb told her.

“What?”

“Here, in this California leaf-blower place, I don’t dream here.”

“Oh, Keb, maybe you do and you just don’t remember. You have trouble remembering, remember?”

Back at her big house, Lorraine gave him the annual Coca-Cola report. On its cover, in large, bold print, large enough that Keb could read it without effort, it said, “A billion years ago intelligent life appeared on earth. A billion minutes ago Christianity emerged. A billion Coca-Colas ago was yesterday morning.”

“Oyyee . . .”

Lorraine had insisted that Keb bring it back with him to Alaska; that he show it to Robert’s mom, Ruby, Keb’s older daughter. How proud she’d be.

Like all great literature, the annual report ended up in the outhouse.

Keb stood, or attempted to stand. His knees creaked. A sharp pain shot through his whole being. Next thing he knew he was leaning against the outhouse door, heavy on the rough wood, the sound of his own breathing ragged to him, his hips too cold, not right, made of plastic or fiberglass or Kevlar or some damn thing other than old Tlingit Norwegian bones. At least no pain cursed him when he pissed. Not this time. Sometimes things down there felt like they were on fire. Whichever one he was supposed to have two of—kidney or liver—the other one had been cut out and Old Keb couldn’t remember why. Doctors had gotten in there, digging around for a swollen this or a funky that, and decided to take out the kidney because it got in the way or it didn’t look right and that was that.

It began to rain. Keb stepped outside to inhale the wet earth, the May aromas of skunk cabbage, blueberry, alder, spruce. His nose still worked pretty well. In this regard he considered himself an old bear, a hunter with wild strawberries
in his eyes, on good days at least. He had fewer good days all the time. Most days he was a pocket of a man, parceling out his vitamins and pills, staring into his own receding face. Awhile back he had caught himself in a mirror and thought,
When did I stop being me
?

A gust of wind caught his white hair and stirred the ferns. Back on the trail, he stopped to taste the cool salt mist blowing in from the sea, the fragrance of rocks. He tightened his arthritic hand around his walking cane and was about to go on when he froze. There at his feet, apparently dead, was
Y
é
il
. A raven.

A shiver ran through him, deep as a shiver can go. His heart jumped in his throat. For a minute he didn’t move; he would say later that he didn’t breathe then either. In all his years in Alaska, Old Keb could count on one hand the number of times he had found a dead raven. No other bird or animal was more storied to him and his Tlingit people.

He lowered himself to one knee, slowly, mindful in some ancient way of the rain falling harder, the storm filling its lungs. He bent forward to better see the sightless glare of the obsidian eye, the blue iridescence that shone and was gone. Minutes ago it had not been there, this bird that spilled nightfall off its wings, this bird that created the world and stole the sun. Keb looked into the sky and continued to look, unblinking, his face turned to the rain and the great somber trees. The wind stood and listened. Keb gasped. He could see now, see in a way new to him. Every branch and needle and raindrop falling with ten thousand other raindrops had extreme clarity. The sky cleaved open. The earth, wild on its axis, shot through space and pressed upon him the entire weight of its spinning. The stars, cold and conscious on the other side of the world, suspended themselves in the blackness where Raven got its shape and voice. Something had happened. Something bad. A small whining sound grew louder. A presence brushed his face, soft yet strong, the weight of air taking flight. The whining was big and getting bigger—shrill, serrated, sputtering. An engine? Yes, a motorcycle.

Old Keb didn’t move.

The motorcycle skidded to a stop. A young man killed the engine and climbed off. He walked toward Old Keb, wearing a baseball cap backward over his long hair. His baggy jeans scuffed the ground. His loose-fitting jersey said, “L.A. Lakers, World Champions.” He had the manner of a
jánwu
, this kid, a mountain goat grown mostly in the limbs, lanky, quick, unafraid of heights. He had cool, arctic eyes.

“There’s been an accident,” he said.

Old Keb nodded, “Yes, I know.”

IT WAS JAMES. The accident belonged to James, the crack shot with Old Keb’s Remington 30.06 and a pair of Michael Jordan’s Nike Air Specials; the boy who practiced a thousand days and nights to float over his chosen court with the weighted dreams of every basketball kid in Jinkaat. James, the younger first cousin of Robert, who drank Coca-Cola like water and ate cheeseburgers like seal meat, who smoked cigarettes behind the school gym and played video games with toned muscles tight over his shoulders. James Hunter Wisting, half Arapaho by blood, all Tlingit by heart, made from the rain, Tla
x
aneis’ Kingfisher Clan, Héen Wát River Mouth House, the youngest son of Old Keb’s younger daughter, Gracie, who found happiness in all things except marriage, and so raised her children alone and brought them to where they belonged, salmonlike.

“What happened?” Old Keb asked.

“Logging on Pepper Mountain,” the kid said. “He’s banged up bad.”

“Bad? How bad?”

“Bad, I guess. Charlie Gant says he’s got a smashed leg and a concussion and maybe a punctured lung because he’s breathing funny and he doesn’t look right. They flew him to Juneau.”

Old Keb reminded himself to breathe.

The kid said, “His mom thought you should know.”

Gracie. Old Keb could stand in a mountain gale unbowed, but Gracie, his flower, Ruby’s younger sister, could bend him with a smile. Every man should have a daughter with a face like her mother’s, a history of affection. Teacup eyes. Soft hands like
yán
, like hemlock, easy to hold. Keb got to his feet and winced with pain.

“You want a ride?” the kid asked.

Old Keb climbed on and locked his arms around the kid’s lean frame. The
ride was mercifully short. The kid drove like hell. Keb thought: If there’s another accident, we’ll be the first ones there.

He tapped the kid on the shoulder to stop at the carving shed where Keb lived, on the edge of the clearing under the big spruce. It was a small shed, perfect for an old man who once carved great cedar canoes and now shuffled through shavings on the planked wooden floor while the lanky kid leaned in the doorway, lit a cigarette, and let the blue smoke rise off his fingers. On a stool in the far corner sat Kevin Pallen, a simple boy, sag-shouldered, a mop of hair in his face, a carving tool in one hand, a block of yellow cedar in the other. To know him by his smile was to know the moon by its reflection. But he wasn’t smiling. Kevin looked at Keb with wet eyes, wanting to hear that James was okay and still bound for Duke University and the NBA—something like that, anything like that.

Wanting too much.

The kid with arctic eyes and blue fingers motioned Kevin outside.

Old Keb stuffed two shirts into a pillowcase. What else? Socks, he could hear Bessie tell him. Don’t forget socks, and extra underwear. He wanted to lie down with her just then, down under the weight of it all. Lie down and take a nap and never get up. Lie down like an old bear too tired to hunt, right there, right now; sleep against the kitchenette that Ruby’s husband, Günter, had built for him all those years ago. Lie down with the peeled logs and milled timber he’d known all his life—
seet, yán,
x
áay, shéix’w, du
k
, Sitka spruce, western hemlock, yellow cedar, red alder, black cottonwood. Uncle Austin had taught him to read the grains with his eyes closed, to smell the fresh cuts and the smoke, to know the wood as you know a living thing. Even when it’s dead it’s alive.

Old Keb wrapped his arthritic hands around his carving tools. They didn’t fit. They weren’t his tools anymore. They weren’t his hands anymore. Even his adz was a stranger, its shape a distant past. How long since he carved his last canoe? How long since he shaped something and felt it shape him? He looked around the shed, grabbed his clothes and pills and made for the door. The kid had fetched Ruby’s Dodge one-ton truck from her empty house next to the shed. He had Kevin in the cab with him.

They shot down the road and swerved past Steve, the barking mongrel dog that belonged to Keb’s neighbors, Ty and Ronnie Morris. Nobody called him Steve. Given his big head and predatory nature, they called him Rex, short for Tyronniemorris Rex: the king of the road, the fang-endowed Doberman- Rottweiler-Rototiller that dug up flowerbeds, peed on people’s legs, stuck his nose in other dogs’ butts, and shared his bark and growl with anybody who passed by. Not exactly Lassie. “That’s a smart dog,” the kid said. “He hunts by scent.”

Keb thought,
What else is he going to hunt by, a map?

The kid said, “Remember that old rat-haired collie that used to lie in the middle of the road all day? We called him Speedbump. I always thought he’d get run over, but he never did. He just died of old age.” As if it were a disgrace, a bad way to go. That was the kid’s tone. Better to explode in a burst of glory, go down with guns blazing.

The kid hit nearly every pothole but reached the airstrip in good time. Keb was tempted to tell him to go back and hit the few potholes he missed. Make it a perfect run.

A crowd stood at the bush plane counter, knots of people casting light and shadow on each other. Keb came through the door and Mackenzie Chen flew into his arms and nearly knocked him over. Once enfolded into him though, she felt weightless, forceless. People called her Little Mac. On most days she was a bee in the sun, undiminished by events around her. Not today. She was James’s girl, off and on, and today was a bad day. Truman Stein put a hand on Keb’s shoulder and asked if he could get him a cup of coffee. Keb would have preferred lemonade, mixed just right, the way Little Mac made it on warm summer days. But coffee would do. Keb saw the Nystad brothers, Oddmund and Dag, who must have closed things down at Nystad’s If We Ain’t Got It You Don’t Need It Mercantile and General Supply. They were talking to Vic Lehan, the town barber who always had something to say. Even when he fell asleep, Vic awoke with an instant comment. Each acknowledged Keb in a quiet way; in a small town you’re never far from a friend. Was Father Mikal in the crowd? So many people, some who only seemed to show themselves during a crisis. Neighbors, relatives, the old and the young, rich and poor, ambitious and lazy, Tlingits and Norwegians mostly, but also Swedish, Russian and Ukrainian, German, Filipino, Portuguese and Chinese, plus half a dozen California hippies who’d moved north to find themselves or lose themselves or lose somebody who was out to find them, and several big-city hoity-toity types whose lives were knotted in neckties before they came to Alaska. Most stood still and frozen-faced, not knowing what to say, or saying little as they fed on the news, bad as it was, just as they would feed on a miracle, the profound events that sustain small towns. Keb could see that many had eyes made of unshed tears, trying and failing with hands in their pockets to express the inexpressible, heads low and postures bent by the inadequacy of words. Could it be? James Wisting, the best Native high school basketball player in Alaska . . . in Juneau with a crushed leg?

The fancy-pants magazine
Sports Illustrated
had mentioned him as a
“high school standout.” Duke University had sent an e-mail and talked to Coach Nicks.

Old Keb never did understand basketball until one night, years ago, in the school gym. He sat on those hard wooden bleachers with three hundred people going crazy in the fourth quarter, his back aching and the score tied. He listened as Truman, a writer who used to live in Manhattan, told him to think of men long ago hunting mammoths and mastodons, working as a team. You see? A kid charges down the court dribbling the ball. He passes to another kid, equally fast, who flips the ball into the air. Not into the basket, but near it, where a third kid, graceful as a gazelle, catches it and banks it off the glass. He misses. But the first kid, always alert, makes the rebound and bounces it to the third kid who flips it to a fourth kid who fakes a shot and passes to a fifth kid who floats a jumper that swishes through. Backpedaling now, those same five kids must defend their end of the court from five others who have just as much heart. “It’s more than just sport,” Truman said. “It’s something difficult and beautiful and all the more beautiful because it is so difficult. It’s what you do in Alaska these days. It’s basketball, the new hunt.”

“Hey, Keb,” the air-taxi office manager yelled across the crowded office. “There’s a NMRS plane coming over from Bartlett Cove that’ll be here in ten minutes and take you and Little Mac into Juneau. Gracie’s already there with James and Coach Nicks and some of the kids from the team.”