Ally had hardly dared to hope
that Jake would
actually like her.
She hadn’t had high hopes for their first meeting.
After all, she wasn’t much of a catch. She’d barely graduated from high school
.
S
he wasn’t exactly beautiful. She was rather average, really. With long, dark-red hair, light green eyes and pale skin. At five foot nine, she towered over
most
other women. Her height had been the bane of her existence growing up, she’d always felt so ungainly and large compared to the other girls in her class.
Jake
,
with his dark hair and deep,
dark green
eyes, those chiselled cheeks and hard, hot body was the sexiest man she’d ever met and she constantly thanked God that he’d come into her life. She still didn’t know, even after nearly a year of being together, what he
saw
in her. But she wasn’t about to question it.
Both of them had been in
age play
relationships
that had ended
before they met.
Ally
’s previous relationship had scarred her emotionally.
She’d been
horribly
nervous about letting her little girl out with
Jake
, of entering
into
another relationship, of letting herself be that vulnerable again
. B
ut
Jake
had soon proved himself to be a great Daddy.
He was kind, thoughtful, firm. He didn’t let her away with anything, but he never abused or ignored her. When she was with Jake, Ally knew she was safe.
It hadn’t taken her long to realise that she was falling in love with him.
And to her amazement he felt the same way about her.
As Ally had grown to trust him, they’d decided she should move in with him. She felt much safer with Jake, and living within the community with other
age play
couples. No one here would ever ridicule or make her feel ashamed for how she felt.
She lov
ed the way she felt when she regressed, liked the freedom of giving up all of her control, of letting go of all her worries and fears, of having someone take care of her, protect her and keep her safe.
Jake
fulfilled
all
those needs perfectly.
“Okay, little
Ally
.
”
Ally looked up as she saw
Jake
return and place an adult-
sized baby bottle filled with milk on the bedside tabl
e. Then she frowned as he dropped
the rest of the stuff he held on the bed. H
er
diaper bag
landed beside her hip
, but it wasn’t that which
made her
frown. It was
the thermometer
and tube of lubricant
that he
held
in his other hand
.
“
On your stomach, little girl
,”
Jake
spoke gently but his face was firm and Ally rolled on her stomach with a humph of displeasure. A soft whack to her rump told her that he’d heard her grumpy sigh.
“Enough of that, missy. It’s my job to take care of you
. A
nd to keep you healthy I need to check your temperature.
Now
up
on
to
your knees.”
Ally rose
on
to
her knees, grimacing at the sight she knew this presented. Her bottom was round and white, not her best feature, especially when it was on prominent display like this.
She looked over her shoulder to find
Jake
lubricating the rectal thermometer. He looked over at her.
“Face
forward
, please.”
Ally turned around, scrunching her face up as Jake
slipped the thermometer into her bottom hole. It didn’t hurt, but it sure was embarrassing to have to
l
ie
this way with her
butt raised and open, a thermometer poking out of it.
And it wasn’t a quick process. Jake held the thermometer inside her bottom for a good three or four minutes, twirling it a couple of times. Ally sucked on her binky harder, glad to have that little comfort.
“Hmm,”
Jake
sighed as he pulled
the thermometer out
and rolled her
over onto her back
.
“
Your temperature’s a l
ittle high
,
baby girl
. You
sure you
’re
feel
ing
ok
ay?
” His
gaze roamed over her
as he ran his fingers over her cheek
, his touch
gentle
.
Ally nodded, unable to speak around the binky in her mouth.
“Okay then
.
I expect
you to
wake me if you feel sick or you can’t
sleep,
baby.” It wasn’t an order, but rather an expectation. Little girl Ally wouldn’t try to keep something l
ike that from her Daddy,
she’d want his comfort and security.
“B
ottom
up, baby.” Ally lifted her bottom up, allowing Jake to slip a diaper underneath her
butt
.
He wiped cream over her privates to prevent rashes,
and then
pulled the diaper around, fastening it tight.
As he wrapped it around her she immediately felt safer, more secure
, and
she
let her little
side
come out completely
.
Ally didn’t
always
wear a diaper
when she was little.
Alot
of the time she regressed to a child around three, but
often
Jake
put
her in diapers when he thought she was regressing further or, like tonight, when he thought she needed some extra care and attention.
“Now let’s get you wrapped up nice and warm,” he said, turning to search
through her drawers until he found a purple onesie. Ally had been thrilled when these had come back in fashion.
They even made them with a drop seat
so Jake could change her diaper without having to take the whole thing off.
Once she was dressed in the
comfortable
onesie,
J
ake climbed into bed beside her
,
and clasping her close against his chest
,
replaced her binky
with a
bottle of warm milk.
H
eld tightly against his warm chest Ally
sucked sleepily on the bottle. Her eyes drifted closed. As the nipple was removed from her mouth she let out a small murmur of protest. But it was quickly replaced by her binky and she
easily drifted off into a deep, dreamless sleep.
Ally
woke slowly, lazily
,
feeling completely relaxed for the first time in days. She’d slept well, but still felt that grogginess
that sometimes came with a deep
sleep. Opening her eyes slowly
,
she let herself adjust to her surroundings.
The sun was streaming in through the window.
Drat. S
he’d slept in.
Jake
was gone, his
side of
the
bed cool. Ally sat up with a sigh and realised he’
d removed her diaper before he’d
left. It was a strict rule of
Jake
’s that she was never to
take
a diaper
off
herself and she was glad
he’d remembered
, she wouldn’t have like
d
to have spent the day without a change of
diaper!
Moving into the bathroom
she
took care of her pressing needs
.
Then
before turning on the shower she performed her morning ritual. Standing naked in front of the mirror she sucked in her stomach and
turned side on
, trying to envision
how she’d look if she was
thin.
Grabbing a measuring tape
,
she took her wai
st and hip measurements
. They were the same as yesterday. Finally
,
she stepped on the scale
s, sighing
. No matter how
strict she was about what she ate the scales just never seemed to change. Oh
sometimes they were a little up or a little down, but nothing drastic, nothing worth celebrating.
Dejection
weighed her down, slumping her
shoulders
as
Ally
climbed into the piping hot shower. A failure, that’s
what she was
. A complete
and utter
failure.
Why couldn’t she lose just a few pounds
?
She just wanted to flatten her stomach a bit. She wasn’t even going to worry about her
wobbly
thighs and cellulite. Otherwise she’d truly become overwhelmed.
Ally
was so jealous of women who never seemed to struggle with their weight. Like her friend, Haley. She was tiny. And she never seemed to gain weight, no matter what she ate. Alt
hough
her friend wasn’t a big eater.
Well, she’d just have to keep trying. Eat less, exercise more.
Yuck, exercise.
With a big sigh,
Ally
stepped out of the shower and dried herself off before dressing.
Walking into the kitchen, she
grabbed a
plain
yoghurt from the fridge before moving into the study.
When she’d moved in,
Jake
h
ad
rearranged his study so she could fit her desk in, giving
her
space to work in that was her own.
She worked from home as a freelance
website
designer
. She made enough money to ensure she would be comfortable should anything ever happen to her and
Jake
. B
ut although she was highly sought after she was never tempted to expand. She enjoyed her work, but she also
lik
ed having time to spend with
Jake. In a very short time he’d come to mean so much to her, if only she could let go of the past then her life would be truly complete.
*****
“Ally!
Where are you
,
baby?”
Jake called out
Ally jolted and gasped, looking over at the clock on the wall
, just past seven.
How on earth had it gotten so late
?
Jake
appeared in the doorway, frowning slightly as Ally quickly saved and closed her work.
“It’s
quarter past seven
,
Ally
.”
Early on in their relationship
Jake had made the
rule
that
Ally
wasn’t to work past 5.30pm. Left to her own devices she’d been known to work through the night, crashing in the
early
hours of the morning.
“I slept in late,” she explained as she rose quickly and took a step towards him. “
I was behind.
I’m so sorry I didn’t realise what the time was, I’ll start on dinner.”
A
s she took a few more steps the room
swirled
, colors mixing together dizzily until she would have fallen had
Jake
not caught her up in his arms.
Ally closed her eyes, breathing deeply to stave off the nausea that caught her unawares.
Jake place
d
her on the sofa
before pressing his fingers over her wrist, taking her pulse
.
“Ally, stay with me here, honey. Do you feel sick? Are you hurt anywhere?
I want you to talk to me, baby.
”
Jake’s voice was
very
firm.
Ally started to feel a little better as she lay flat
and still. S
he
opened her eyes
when
she was sure she wasn’t going to start
spew
ing.
Jake was kneeling on the floor beside her, his face displaying his concern.
“I’m fine
.
I just stood
up
too quickly.”