Blurring the Lines-nook (9 page)

She rolled her eyes. “Come on, Burke. Too much worrying and not enough action. I don’t
remember planning the trip, but I know we’re here to have some fun and enjoy ourselves.”

He cocked his head, eyeing her skeptically. “So you’re all in, huh?”

“Is there any other way to be on vacation?” Her eyes sparkled with amusement as she
wrapped her arms around his neck and drew herself closer to him. “Let’s do this.”

Burke wasn’t quite sure how to handle this version of Gretchen. He remembered this
side of her—this playful, light-hearted, adventurous side. But he hadn’t seen it in
years. And she’d definitely never been outright flirtatious with him. Maybe briefly
before she got together with Harris when they were kids. Definitely not after. But
he was more than happy to hold up his end of the deal by playing this fantasy out
to the fullest, if she was game for it.

She wanted a true escape, and he wanted to be the man to give it to her.

So he looped his arms around her waist, gave her a kiss, and let himself fall into
the fantasy with her.

After all this time, all this wanting, she’d be his.

At least for a little while.

He wouldn’t waste another minute.

~Gretchen~

The salty air and the tea proved to be a winning combination. By the time I changed
into a swimsuit and Burke led me out of our cabana toward the beach, my head had stopped
pounding and my body felt lighter. It bothered me that there were some blank spots
in my memory. I could feel those threads lingering just out of my reach when I tried
to grab for them. But in all other ways, it was like a curtain had been lifted, waking
up my brain and senses.

Everything around me seemed brighter and dripping with color. The big orange and pink
flowers that dotted the sandy pathway to the water, the glossy green leaves of the
tropical plants, and the wide expanse of blue sky overhead. It was like walking through
a painting I hadn’t had a chance to put on canvas yet.

Burke peeked back, his hand firmly laced with mine. “Still doing okay,
cher
?”

His dark hair danced haphazardly in the wind, and his concerned eyes reflected that
big cerulean sky. I wasn’t sure if I’d ever seen such a beautiful man. In some ways,
I felt like I was seeing him for the first time. The view was familiar, but the way
my body strained to be closer to him felt new. There was this undeniable magnetic
pull. “Yes, better than okay. This place is gorgeous.”

A smile broke over his face. “I think it’s about to get even better with the sunset.
And we’ll have it all to ourselves. I called the main house, and this spot on the
beach is ours. They keep the guest list low here so everyone can have their own space.
No one will bother us unless we call for staff.”

I cocked my head. “Trying to get me alone, Mr. Brennan?”

“Absolutely.” He dragged me closer. “Can’t have you going after one of the oiled up
cabana boys they probably have working the grounds around here.”

“Hold up, there are oiled up cabana boys?” I glanced over my shoulder in mock interest.

He gave my hip a pinch. “Easy, woman. I’ve got an ego to tend to here.”

I faced him again, enjoying his loose embrace, and on a surge of bravery, let my hands
slide up along his T-shirt. His solid chest flexed under my fingers. “I don’t think
you have anything to worry about.”

“Is that so?” he asked softly, his eyes searching mine.

Despite Burke’s light tone and half-smile, there was unease in the lines around his
eyes. Like he was just bracing for me to change my mind about being here with him.
“Yes. I’m not here to chase cabana boys. I’m not going anywhere except where you want
to take me.”

He brushed a finger over my forehead. “You sure you’re okay?”

“I’m so okay. Really.” So that was what he was worried about? My head? The injury
wasn’t as bad as he was probably thinking. I’d had a concussion once before and it
hadn’t felt like this. I didn’t feel woozy or weird at all. Plus, this place was already
running through my veins, energizing me. I felt ready to take on the world.

He nodded as if he’d made some decision. “Okay. Let’s keep going then. I don’t want
to miss the show.”

He guided me along the path a little farther, then down a set of wooden stairs that
brought us to our patch of beach. He held out his arm toward the stretch of surf.
“This is us.”

“Wow.” I stepped next to him and drank in the view. The pink-hued sand was pristine,
and the ocean churned endless and ancient against the shore. I dug my toes into the
silky coolness and leaned against Burke’s side, as I peered toward the horizon. “This
is beautiful.”

“You’re beautiful,” he said, watching me with appraising eyes. “You’re all lit up
again,
cher
. It’s great to see.”

Something dark and sad stroked the back of my brain, trying to push its way in, but
I wasn’t going to let anything like that intrude. I didn’t need that right now. Not
with this gorgeous man in this secluded paradise. Bad feelings weren’t welcome here.
This place was ours. Safe from any storms. “Thank you.”

He tugged my hand and guided me closer to the water. Near the right side of the beach,
there was a small thatched-roof structure. Wispy white curtains blew in the breeze
and tiki torches blazed near the water’s edge. “What’s all that?”

“Our front row seats for the sunset. I called the concierge while you were getting
dressed. They should have comfortable chairs and a picnic dinner waiting for us. I
figured keeping it low key tonight would be best.”

I smiled and poked his side. “So you’re forcing me to take it easy anyway?”

He shrugged. “Yes, but in high style.”

“Good point. I shall forgive this transgression.”

The waves provided an impressive soundtrack, crashing along the big rocky outcroppings
that loomed just offshore and increasing the volume as we neared our spot for the
evening. But that only served to make me feel more cocooned, like Burke and I were
entering some private world.

We reached the cabana, and Burke let go of my hand to pull back the curtains. But
instead of finding chairs set up, there was a massive white bed with bright blue throw
pillows and a large picnic basket sitting in the middle.

Burke glanced back at me, a small wince tightening the lines around his eyes. “Sorry.
This isn’t what I asked for.”

“I bet you say that to all the girls on your trips,” I teased. “
Oops, I’m
so
sorry. I ordered two sleeping bags, but they only sent one big one. Oh well, guess
we’ll have to share.
”

“No way,” he said with mock seriousness. “Sharing a sleeping bag is highly overrated.
Gets sweaty in a not good way.”

“Duly noted.” I moved past him to run my hand over the surprisingly soft fabric on
the bed. The thick pad beneath had to be weatherproof, but they’d put fresh linens
on top of it. I brushed the sand from my feet and climbed onto the bed. “They over
delivered, so we can’t complain about that. Look at this view.”

Burke’s gaze raked over me, some of his customary wickedness coming back into his
eyes. “Yeah, the view’s something. Two thumbs up on the bikini, by the way.”

“This old thing?” I plucked the strap of the black crocheted material, the dark color
making my hasn’t-seen-the-sun-in-forever skin look downright vampiric. “Thanks. It’s
not even mine. It was hanging in the bathroom closet with a tag that had my name on
it and in just my size. They think of everything here.”

He sat on the bed. “So it seems. Though I’m surprised they bothered. I read some of
the island rules in the paperwork they left in our room, and the outdoor areas and
some of the rooms in the castle are clothing optional. So if you see some dude strolling
by with his business out, don’t be alarmed.”

I laughed. “As long as you don’t plan on strutting around the place like that, I’m
good.”

He smirked and opened up the basket. “Too traumatizing?”

“No, just not sharing you with anyone. The other women here can find their own man
business to ogle.”

He paused in the middle of taking the cheese and crackers out of the basket, head
tilted like he was trying to figure me out. “Possessive, huh? What’s gotten into you
Gretchen Price?”

“Must be the ocean air.” I sprawled against the pillows like a queen on her throne.
“I’m feeling selfish.”

“Well, it’s about damn time. Selfish looks good on you,
cher
.” He set out a plate with meat, cheese, crackers, and fruit for us to share and stretched
out next to me. “I think it’s time for the show.”

“I’m ready.” I grabbed a piece of prosciutto and wrapped it around a slice of cold
honeydew then settled in to watch the sunset. The sky was already shifting from blue
to a fiery orange and the air had turned cooler. Maybe the bikini hadn’t been the
best idea. I set the plate on my lap and scooted closer to Burke. He lifted his arm
and tucked it around my shoulders, letting me share his body heat. We snuggled there
and enjoyed our food, not saying a word as the waves broke and frothed along the sand
and the sun did its thing.

During the final few moments of the light’s descent, the water sparked like diamonds
and the sky marched its way through a palette of warm hues. Oranges, pinks, corals.
I’d never seen such a riotous sunset. My fingers curled, the urge to paint the moment
a tangible one.

Tomorrow. I would do that tomorrow.

The last rays finally slipped beneath the horizon, and a darkness like you couldn’t
get in the city settled around us like a thick blanket. I twisted to look behind us.
The castle windows glowed in the distance and scattered light from cabanas dotted
the island. But in front of us, there was only black sky, stars, and the frenetic
glow of our tiki lamps.

“It kind of feels like we’re the last two people on earth,” Burke said with a contented
sigh before downing the last sip of the champagne he’d poured for us during the sunset.
He set his glass aside and laced his hands behind his head.

I moved the plate of half-finished food away, and returned to my spot next to him.
“If we are, I’m glad I’m here with you.”

He turned his head, not lifting it from the pillows, and stared at me for a few long
seconds, the firelight dancing in his eyes. “You mean that?”

I tucked my arm beneath my head and leaned my cheek against it, mirroring his pose.
“I do. You’re my oldest and closest friend. I’m not sure what my life would look like
without you in it. So yes, there’s no one else I’d rather be here with right now.”

He reached out and trailed his fingers over the line of my jaw, his gaze steady. “I
missed you so much when you moved to New York,
cher
. You giving me shit over the phone just wasn’t the same.”

I smiled and kissed his palm. “That’s why I give you so much hell now. I’m making
up for lost time.”

His hand found its way to the curve of my neck, sending hot goose bumps along my skin,
and I couldn’t stop the sigh from escaping. My body ached, starved for each little
sensation.

“Is this really okay, Gretch?” he asked quietly. “I promised myself I would take things
slow, especially after what happened on the plane today. But I can’t seem to stop
touching you or wanting to kiss you. And you keep looking at me like—like you want
me to.”

I slid my hand up his bicep, reveling in the freedom of being able to explore this
man. “I don’t want you to stop touching me.”

His grip tightened on my neck. “No?”

I eased closer until our bodies were only a sliver apart, his breath landing warm
against my cheek, and tilted my forehead against his. “We’re the last two people on
earth, Burke. We don’t know what the morning will bring. What are we going to do about
it?”

He didn’t have to answer. The desire in his eyes branded his plans onto my skin—searing
hot and full of illicit promise. He wasn’t going to do something about it. He would
do everything.

The hand on my neck laced into my hair, gripping firmly and tilting my head back.
His lips met mine with tenderness at first, taking my breath, even when I’d known
it was coming. But soon it was clear that slow and easy wasn’t enough for either of
us. We’d waited too long to get here. Desire pulsed through me, demanding more. Our
lips parted and deepened the connection. He groaned, the fire between us flaring,
and his tongue stroked against mine—skilled and sensual but without softness or sentimentality.
There’d be time for that later. For now, the need that hummed between us was as primal
and untamed as the land surrounding us. The moorings that’d been holding us back were
snapping left and right.

I made some desperate sound and grappled for a better hold on him. I needed more,
his skin, his warmth. I plucked at the hem of his shirt. He broke away from the kiss
and tugged the shirt over his head, giving me a view that made my tongue press to
the back of my teeth. Lean, broad, and powerful—it was a body that hadn’t been built
in a gym but out in the wilds of the world. I wanted to stare, to touch…taste. I wanted
to paint him.

But I didn’t have long to appreciate the view because, one second, I was admiring
all that muscle, and the next, Burke grabbed my wrists and rolled me onto my back.
He loomed above me, all dark eyes and scruff, his lips curled upward. “You’re giving
me the best kind of look,
cher
. What are you thinking?”

“That I can’t believe we’ve kept this platonic so long. What the hell is wrong with
me? I mean, Jesus, look at you.”

He laughed. “I feel so objectified.”

“No, it’s just”—I shook my head, trying to find the right words—“how have I never
seen
you?”

Something flickered across his expression, sadness maybe, but he held his smile as
he pushed a lock of hair away from my face. “Maybe you just needed time.”