Broken Glass (7 page)

honestly, Broken Glass, in your heart of hearts, do you also think I'm mad, do you think I'm an idiot, do I sound to you like a madman, talking the usual rubbish people talk, go on, tell me the truth, promise me you'll put down what I've told you in your book, you won't tear up what you've written there, let me tell you again, if you don't put all that in your book it'll be worthless, completely worthless, you do know, don't you, out of all the guys who come here, I'm the most important, and I'll tell you why, because I've done France, that's why, and it's not every idiot who can say he's done France”

 

 

 

I come across the Printer every day now, spilling out his story to someone or other, what he calls his ambiguous adventure, though he made out to me I was the only person he'd ever told, I do think there's something not right in his head, sometimes what he says makes perfect sense, especially in the afternoons, but I really think this story's scrambled his head

I like chatting with the boss of Credit Gone West, everyone knows he's not married, and has no children, he thinks all that's just a burden, that it's not easy being a married man, too many problems, too much bother, that's why he often says he's married for life to Credit Gone West, has been already for many years now, and it's true that sometimes he's been seen disappearing upstairs with a woman, often a well-endowed woman, flat-chested women don't interest him, so yes, sometimes, he's been seen to shut himself in up there, and then come back down again later all out of breath, a smile on his face, and then we'd all know that the Stubborn Snail just got laid, then suddenly he'd get wildly generous and buy a drink for anyone who asked, sometimes I glimpsed his aged parents, back from Ngolobondo, his native village, the Stubborn Snail and his father are like two peas in a pod, but he never said anything to us about his parents, I know they're alive, they must be even older and wearier by now, but they chose to go back and live in their village after the whole controversy over the creation of their son's bar broke out, people who were close to them say they love their only son, and did everything to enable him to go to school and get a job in
an office or become a full-time civil servant, but things turned out differently, fate chose otherwise, I don't mean the Stubborn Snail was a dunce at school, he was at school with the present agriculture minister, Albert Zou Loukia, so no, the boss of Credit Gone West was no dunce at school, far from it, it's even been said he was brilliant, a quite brilliant pupil, he loved dissertations, geography, arithmetic, all that jazz, and he can still recite whole poems from memory, without a single hesitation, which really blows my mind, I've often tried it myself, but I never get beyond two verses, and our boss particularly loves “The Death of the Wolf,” by Alfred de Vigny, he's always reciting that, and when I hear the last verse it always brings tears to my eyes, you'd think this Alfred de Vigny guy had written the words in advance especially for him, you should hear the Stubborn Snail when he murmurs “groaning, weeping, praying -these are the coward's way, / With energy and strength face your long and heavy task, / Tread the path which Destiny has called you to, / Then, like me, suffer and die in silence,” he recalls proudly how he got his baccalaureate at the first attempt, he could have studied further, but, alas, without warning his parents, he gave up his studies, which was the thing to do at the time, you had to go abroad and make your mark there, those were the years of the lean cattle back then, high-up people were already finding jobs for their relatives, however incompetent, and the Stubborn Snail began to work his way round Angola, Gabon, and Chad, he had always wanted to be a businessman, answerable to no one, and in the end it was during the trip to Cameroon that he got the idea of setting up his bar, with all the repercussions I described earlier, I won't go back over all that because even when I'm drunk I hate useless repetition or padding, as used by certain writers known to be first-class drivelers, who serve up the same old stuff in every new book and try to make out they've created a world, my eye

“how about you, Broken Glass, how are things with you these days?” the Stubborn Snail asked me a few days ago, not for the first time, “oh, not too bad” I replied, and he said, seriously, Broken Glass, I think what you need is a bit of affection, you should find yourself a nice girlfriend, get laid once in a while, it would really do you good,” “I don't see the point at my age,” I replied, “I tell you, you need to start over, age has nothing to do with it,” “no, who'd take on a wreck like me, you'd better be kidding, Stubborn Snail,” “I'm not, I'm quite serious, what would you say to Robinette, then, she's a juicy mouthful, don't you think?” he went on, “my God, not Robinette, she's more than a mouthful for me, I'd never manage to swallow her!” I said, and I started laughing, and we both laughed, I'd just remembered Robinette's last appearance at Credit Gone West, the boss was trying to hitch me up with a real iron lady, I thought he must be joking because Robinette drinks more than I do, she drinks like those barrels of Adelaide wine that the Lebanese sell at the Grand Marché, Robinette drinks and drinks, and never gets drunk, and when she drinks like that she goes to piss behind the bar instead of in the
bathroom like everyone else, and when she pisses behind the bar she can urinate nonstop for ten minutes, it just flows and flows as though someone had turned on a public fountain, and it's not a trick, it's incredible, but true, men have tried to compete with her at endurance pissing, but have been forced to say farewell to arms, defeated, crushed, wiped out, mocked, rolled in the dust, in cornstarch

 

 

 

the last time Robinette dropped by, she came on to a guy we'd never seen before at Credit Gone West, it began with a direct attack from Robinette, the kind of invisible blow dealt by Muhammed Ali to Sonny Liston in the sixties, when he was defending his world-champion title, “hey you there, strutting about like a barnyard cock, if you can piss longer than me I'll let you shag me, any time, any place, free of charge, I give you my word” she said, and the guy replied “show off, you don't know what you're taking on, I accept your challenge, Robinette, but I'm going to give you a proper going-over when we're done, I like a fat ass with big tits,” and we all laughed, because the guy was truly a first-class braggart, he had no idea what he was up against, if he'd known the first thing about her he would have thought twice about what he was saying, there we all were, killing ourselves laughing, imagining the fellow's corpse already, flat out on the ground, and the newcomer's words certainly irritated Robinette, the inconquerable, the piss queen of the town, of the neighborhood, so she answered “are you mad, or what, my boy, before you start calling me fat, you win your contest, you're just talking rubbish, no way you're gonna beat me, not the way I see you standing here, Mr. All Mouth and No Trousers,” “oh yes I am gonna beat you, my fat lady,” says he, “oh no you're not you
jumped-up midget, you gotta be mad to try and beat me at my game, you ask any of these guys here, they'll tell you who you're up against” answered Robinette, “I'm no braggart darling, you'll find I always do what I say I'm gonna do,” he riposted, “you boaster, you, you think just because you talk smart like that you can do just anything you say you can do, I say you can't do nothing” said Robinette, and from where I was watching, some way off, I thought it must be a joke, that they knew each other already, and we were being treated to a brief scene from
Three Suitors, One Husband
, some hilarious farce, at any rate, I thought they really must be thick as any two thieves in this town, weird kind of people, but no, it wasn't a play at all, and the boasting guy was actually putting up a brave show, an unknown on the circuit, unaware of what was waiting round the next river bend, dressed like a man of substance, in his black jacket, white shirt, red tie, and polished shoes, what did he take us for, beggars, bumpkins, in short, a band of workers of the world who wouldn't unite, and we couldn't figure how he'd got his hair, which he'd straightened and fastened behind at the neck, to shine so bright in this dry white season, when the August sunshine barely shone through the layer of cloud, but a peacock's a peacock whatever the season, it still struts and preens in the dry white season, the fact was, even at dead of night, this guy's hair would still have shone as bright as it shone that day, he must spend hours in front of the mirror, the straightening iron was his fetish, in a country where frizzy hair is the greatest of curses his own straight hair brought him just that little bit closer to the white man, and he smoked a lot, in an elegant way, and he introduced himself to people, saying “for those who don't know, my first name is Casimir, I am Casimir, the unstoppable, known far and wide, I live the high life, you know, I've only stopped off here for a quick drink, that's all, I'm
not an old soak like the rest of you, it's the high life for me” and I said to myself, “holy shit, who is this guy, shooting his mouth off, does he understand what kind of Vietnam he's signing himself up for here?” and we all felt pretty antagonistic toward this Casimir, boasting about his high life, and calling us sad old soaks, why didn't he go somewhere else for a drink, then, with all the high lifers, eh, why turn up here to remind us we were nothing but wretched upstarts, Robinette was right to say he was talking rubbish, I reckoned the guy deserved a good lesson, a bit of proper punishment, and I said to myself “in any case, so be it, the chips are down” else what's he think he's doing here, in his fancy get-up, like a lawyer, or an undertaker, or an opera maestro, opera being the pain-in-the-ass sort of music that people living the high life like Casimir like to listen to and applaud, even though they don't understand a word of it, what kind of music is it that that you can't even wiggle your butt to, when you can't even say to the people around you “watch me dance!” what kind of music is it, if it doesn't make you sweat, and rub at a woman's love mound, to bring her mind round to the fatal act, but when I used to dance, I mean, when I was still a man like other men, I liked to get myself into the kind of state where I felt like I was floating down into paradise, seeing those drunken angels carry me on their wings, I was a good dancer, when I could put my partner in such a spin she'd collapse in my arms and let me decide how the night proceeded, but I'm not ready just yet to talk about myself in case you think I'm some ego-tripper with his nose stuck fast in his naval, so anyway, Robinette and this guy disappear round the back of Credit Gone West to fight out the war of the end of the world, and out the back of Credit Gone West there's a sort of culde-sac, the perfect setting for a wide variety of lewd sexual acts, where people come from far and wide to do their dodgy business,
and where our two contestants now withdrew to, followed by the rest of us, as eyewitnesses, as voyeurs, really, eager to see Casimir, he of the high life, take his tumble, and learn a little humility at last, and keep his mouth shut in company, we were all on Robinette's side, cheering her on, applauding her efforts, and so, out the back of Credit Gone West, in a grubby corner stinking of cat's piss and mad-cow dung, Casimir, he of the high life, slipped off his old man's jacket and his medal, took off his fluttering tie, carefully folded up his things, put the whole lot down on the ground in a corner, then—ultimate piece of vanity, which really irritated us—checked his face in his polished shoes, who did he think he was then, asshole, why was he peering at himself when his mashed-up fig face was about to get another pounding when Robinette had finished making a fool of him, but there he was, preening away, running his hand over his hair, which he'd smoothed with a straightening iron, and which shone even in the pale August sunlight, we'd never seen a guy so full of himself, so first of all, Robinette took off her bodice wrap, which was not exactly a sight to rival La Reine Margot unhooking her corset, then she lifted her skirt wrap to just below her waist so we could see her great big behind, like a perissodactyl mammal's, her huge plump thighs like those of a woman in a naive Haitian painting, her calves like bottles of Primus beer, she wore no panties, naughty girl, perhaps because no panties exist large enough to contain her mountainous cheeks, then, after a long, repellent belch, she raised her voice and said “God willing, the truth will be revealed at the first light of dawn, to have and have not, that is what we are about to discover, my friends,”

and then as she parted the twin towers of her buttocks we saw her sex, and all applauded, and curiously, I and all the other witnesses at once got huge erections, I'm being honest here, I'm trying to speak the truth,
yeah, I got an erection simply because a woman's backside is a woman's backside, be it small, large, flat, or fat, striped like a zebra's, splashed with neuralgia-inducing pigments or palm-wine stains, or pox scars, a woman's backside is a woman's backside, first you get a hard-on, then you decide if you're going to go for it or if you're not, so then we all watched Casimir High-Life take off his trousers, revealing his little legs, skinny as a wader bird's, and knees like a web of Gordian knots, he was wearing tomato-red pants, which he pulled down to his ankles, and there was his sex, his original indivisible element, at which we all burst out laughing, and wondering where his puny piss would come from, but there he stood, calmly displaying this insignificant object, with its hairy appendages hanging down like the fruit of a breadfruit tree at the end of a dry white season, and began to knead his original indivisible element, handling it like a greasy pole, talking to it quietly, like a snake charmer before a crowd of tourists in the marketplace, he settled down to the serious task of getting it into a catholic shape, which was no easy task with all these people looking on in derision, all supporting Robinette, no easy task at all, with them all trying to put him off by whatever means possible, because of his feeble little member, but he concentrated hard, as though we didn't exist, aware that he was on his own here, that the rest of us were all for Robinette, but it didn't shake his confidence, far from it, he had a kind of calm assurance, paid no attention to his opponent, went about his preparations with the serenity of a professional in this kind of contest, and he shook his original indivisible element, and tugged at it and twisted it this way and that, summoning up his urine, and then suddenly off he went,
whoosh
, we were off, the contest had started, Robinette spread wide her elephantine legs, her entire Nether Regions now smack
in our faces, and we certainly saw her sweet little pea begin to swell and suddenly there she was, giving out an animal squeal, like a hyena giving birth, we almost got sprayed with the steaming yellow liquid, spurting like a sac of water that's suddenly been pierced, we just managed to step back in time, while in the other corner Casimir High-Life was liberating the contents of his bladder, but Robinette's stream was heavier, hotter, more majestic, and above all had a longer range, while her cocky opponent's came out in little fits and starts, like a baby kangaroo, a frog hoping to turn into a bull cow, a crow emulating an eagle, it wiggled and staggered and zigzagged about, tracing strange hieroglyphics on the ground, enough to give a headache to that guy they called Champollion, who enjoyed racking his brains over those drawings that look like they've been done by a three-year-old from the time of the pharaohs and other mummies, and this guy's irregular output landed only a few centimeters from his feet, to the amusement of Robinette, who couldn't resist taunting him with “you're rubbish, go on, piss harder, piss away, you gonna fuck me like that then piss face?” and the two opponents went on pissing, each after his or her own fashion, two whole minutes is a long time to piss, but the two opponents were committed, and although his flow was in no way unorthodox, Casimir High-Life held a steady course, if I'd been in his shoes I'd already have finished pissing and have put my original indivisible element back where it belonged, while this guy had been determinedly flying his flag for over five minutes now, had closed his eyes and tilted his head back, like someone happily humming a requiem for a nun, imperturbable, deaf to all intimidation, to Robinette's many and varied provocations, as gradually she began to step up her urinal output, and suddenly flung at him “come on, crack, you piss pot, crack, you know you
will, you don't even know how to piss, crack now, I got liters left in my reservoir, man, I'm warning you now, you watch out now, you better stop pissing if you don't wanna be humiliated in front of all these people, you better stop now, say thank you and goodbye!” she shouted, and the guy just answered “shut up and piss, you old fat hen, the true master does not speak, why should I say ‘thank you' and ‘goodbye,' not me, not ever, you're the one who's gonna crack, Robinette, and then I'm the one who's gonna fuck you” and he gave a squeeze of his two hairy balls, and the flow of his urine increased several notches, and we all stretched our eyes and stared, because this braggart was now pissing with much more conviction, and we could see that his original indivisible element was twice, three times its original size, and we rubbed our eyes in disbelief, as his pouches swelled up and hung there now like two old gourds filled to the brim with palm wine, and there was jubilation in his pissing, and as he pissed he whistled a snatch from an anthem sung by the scum of Trois-Cents, and after that a baroque concerto, and then a heavy metal Zao number, by which time he had everyone's attention, meanwhile, Robinette was giving it her all, she farted several times, till we had to stick our fingers up our noses and in our ears, it smelled so bad, and ripped through the ear like fireworks at the Feast of the Goat, with an odor of contraband Nigerian camphor, sounding at times like a Mardi Gras trumpet in New Orleans and while we were closely focused on Robinette's elephantine rear quarters, a witness informed us that on the other side, High-Life had turned a decisive corner, a miracle deserving of papal beatification, and we all dashed over to get a closer look, you should never miss a miracle, even if it doesn't take place at Lourdes, you've got to try and witness those moments that people will be talking about centuries from now,
better to witness it in person than have some parrot tell you a story of love in the time of cholera, so we all went hurtling over to Casimir High-Life to get a look at his historic miracle, we were all knocked sideways, something unbelievable was happening right before our eyes, you had to be there to believe it, we saw how Casmir High-Life had sketched in the dust with his urine a perfect outline of the map of France, his unremarkable output was now falling in the very heart of the city of Paris, “this is nothing,” he said, “I can do China, too, and piss on any given street in the city of Peking” and Robinette, thrown into disarray, turned round and threw us a glance before shouting “hey come back here, you lot, come back, what you all looking at down there then, you all a bunch of homos, then, or what?” but we were all quite captivated by the mysterious boastful contestant and began to applaud him and call him Casimir the Geographer, and he began to rise to the challenge “I'm a marathon man, I am, not a sprinter, I'll screw her, I'll wear her out, just you wait and see” he said, and whistled some more of his Trois-Cent riffraff's anthem, and his baroque concerto and his number by Zao, and we applauded more and more as he added the various regions of France to his map, while alongside his magnificent drawing there was another little drawing, “hey, what's that thing he's drawn next to the map of France, what's that then?” asked one witness, distracted by Casimir High-Life's artistic flair, “that's Corsica, idiot” the artist replied, without interrupting his flow, and we all gave a round of applause for Corsica, and for some the word
Corsica
was a new discovery, and people started mumbling, and arguing, till one guy who was seriously confused asked who the president of Corsica was, what kind of state it was, what its capital city was, whether the president was black or white, and we all shouted him down saying “idiot, imbecile,” and by now the two
of them had been locked in urinal combat for over ten minutes, and I began to want to have a piss myself, often when one person's pissing it makes you want to do likewise, that's why when you go to the hospital the doctor says to leave the tap running to make you want to go, so anyway on they went, but in the meantime, one of the witnesses, who'd been staring at Robinette's butt the whole time, suddenly whipped his thing out of his pants and began to paw at it feverishly, and we heard a great orgasmic bellow, like that of a decapitated pig at the Feast of the Goat, and the two contestants, still concentrating hard, still focused intently on their task, went on pissing, “hang on, if it's going to be like that I'm stopping, I'm stopping right here and now, I can't work in these kinds of conditions, who do you take me for, eh, I'm serious, I'm stopping now, the show's over” and everyone turned round, and there was Robinette, and she had indeed stopped pissing, claiming that we were putting her off by behaving like infant schoolkids, but at least she had the grace and sportsmanship to go over to Casimir High-Life to finger his thing affectionately and say “you did well, my boy, you win today, you are a true pisser, now let's see if you can come for as long as you can piss, just tell me where and when and I'm all yours” and we all gave her a clap because it was the first time we'd seen her concede like that and indirectly ask for a ceasefire, so Robinette and Casimir High-Life arranged a meeting in a rented room over by the place des Fetes, in Trois-Cents, we weren't too pleased about the private nature of their rendezvous, we would have preferred them to do it there and then, in front of us, and we all went back into the bar feeling a bit disappointed, while Robinette and the victorious Casimir High-Life dived into a taxi and went off to their rented room, and no one knows what happened between the two of them, Casimir High-Life was never seen again, Robinette turns
up occasionally, but she won't tell us what happened, my guess is, she probably took a real hammering in bed with Casimir, and wasn't quite up to the mark, otherwise she'd have got us all drunk and given us all the details of her victory over swanky Casimir and his high life