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Chapter 11

The next day I had Erica leak our wedding date to the press. We would be married two weeks later in a lavish ceremony in Jonathon’s country. All of the television stations were abuzz with the news.

“The fans are just eating this up,” Caleb laughed. “They’re in love with the idea of you becoming a princess. You’re like the Cinderella of the modern age.”

“Not so much,” I said. “Remember it’s not quite a rags-to-riches story. Somewhere in there I became a pop legend.”

“But had you not been discovered, you would never have met the prince. Your fans know that. They see you as the closest thing to an American commoner that will ever marry a European prince.”

“Don’t forget about Queen Noor of Jordan. She was an American commoner,” I said. I may not have spent much time in school, but I did know a little bit about history.

“Jordan’s in Asia, not Europe.”

Geography on Europe, on the other hand, wasn’t one of my strong suits. I felt so bad for deceiving my fans in the first place. But now that I knew I was making history in their eyes, it made it even worse.

“About last night,” Caleb started.

“I don’t want to talk about it,” I said. “That was something that happened, but we don’t need to make it a point of conversation.” I didn’t want to hurt him by telling him that it was the best sex I’d ever had, or that I realized now that I was in love with them both.

“Okay,” he said.

***

We met Jonathon at the airport a couple of hours later. As we went to board his private jet, I felt uncomfortable. Spending the next couple of weeks with my two favorite men felt so conflicting.

“You two will love my country,” Jonathon said as he got his servant to bring us some drinks for the flight. He turned to look at me and his face filled with concern. “What’s the matter, my little cherub?”

“I don’t really know,” I said. “I guess I’m just worried about how everything is going to pan out.”

“It’s going to be fine,” Caleb said as he put his arm around me to draw me closer. I would have found it more comforting if he hadn’t stared directly at Jonathon as he did it.

***

As soon as we landed, I realized the full extent of what Jonathon had been talking about. I thought I was famous, but when the door opened thousands of people were gathered round to catch the first glimpse of us stepping off the plane.

The three of us stood inside and hatched a plan. I would walk off with the prince, while Caleb walked behind pretending to be security of some sort. Walking behind me seemed to be his role in life, despite my recent attempts to change that.

As we walked out to the roaring crowd, I waved. Of course he couldn’t cancel the wedding. He didn’t have fans, he had a whole country of people that depended on him to keep their spirits up.

A scandal like that would have brought a whole nation to its knees. I understood now why he had been so against canceling, and why he was willing to pay so much to hold a fake wedding. It was all about appearances and keeping the people happy. His life was a lot like mine.

His security people along with Caleb divided while we walked through, waving and shaking hands with the crowd. It felt so good to be a part of something so big. For a moment, I was so wrapped up in being a future princess, I almost forgot who I really was.

***

“Would you care for some tea?” Jonathon asked when we arrived at the palace. I said yes, but I was really too nervous to eat or drink anything. I had no idea how to keep up with etiquette, and just walking around was making me feel like I was out of my element.

The hallways seemed to go on for miles, and they had rooms for everything from art to ballrooms. “Look at that,” Caleb said as he pointed toward the ceiling. The cathedral ceilings in each room were ornately painted.

“I’d hate to be the guy that stood on that ladder,” I said as I looked at the paintings on the walls.

“That’s my father, the king and my mother,” he said. “This one over here is my grandfather. You would have loved him.”

Chapter 12

My brain was getting so confused, I didn’t know whose side I was supposed to be at. One minute I’d stand close to Jonathon and the next minute I’d stand closer to Caleb. As time wore on it got harder and harder to sort it all out in my mind.

I was holding up okay until three days before the ceremony when Jonathon turned to Caleb. “Sweet Sasha doesn’t have a father or any family to give her away at the wedding. Would you consider doing us this great honor?”

I saw the look in Caleb’s eyes and I realized I couldn’t do it anymore. “Just stop, both of you,” I blurted out. “I can’t do this to either of you for one minute longer.” They both turned and looked at me.

“I just can’t go through with it,” I said. “The truth is, I’m in love with both of you. I can’t put Caleb through giving me away even if it is a fake wedding. But, more than that, I can’t walk down the aisle with you Jonathon, when I know it isn’t real.”

They both sat there like puzzled puppies looking at me as if I’d lost my mind. “I need some time. I need to think.” I got up to walked out of the room.

“It’s too late for thinking, princess,” Jonathon said. “In case you haven’t noticed, you’ve captured a whole nation of people who are expecting a wedding.”

“I just can’t do this,” I cried as I ran out of the room. As soon as I got to the room Caleb and I were using, I flopped down in the middle of the bed. Why are they doing this to me, I thought as I brushed my hair back off my face with my fingers.

The tears stung my eyes when I thought about how much I loved them both. I never thought it was possible to love two men at the same time, until now. My thoughts were interrupted when they came barreling into the room together.

“Sasha, I’ve been putting up with your bullshit for years, but this takes the cake,” Caleb said. “You’ve been playing with both of us and it stops now. One way or the other, you have to choose.”

“I can’t,” I said as I shook my head. I couldn’t even think straight. My whole life had turned completely upside down. “There’s no way for me to choose one of you, when I love you both with all my heart. Both of you are my heart, my whole heart.”

“As much as it would disgrace me, I can’t do this anymore either. These games you play, Cherub, enough is enough. You need to look inside your heart and make a decision.”

Couldn’t they see that I wasn’t playing any games? I really did love them both, and now they hated me for it. “Leave me alone,” I said as I turned over and faced the wall away from them. I heard the bedroom door close a few minutes later, and I knew they had granted my wish.

***

“Are you coming to dinner?” Caleb asked as he gently shook me. I woke up almost forgetting where I was for a second, until I saw the silk draperies and ornate wall coverings.

“I can’t go down there,” I said. “It’s too hard.”

“Come on, you need to eat,” he said. I went and sat at the huge dining table with him and Jonathon. The table only served to remind me of the huge distance that had been created between us all.

“I’ve made a decision,” I said as I took a sip of my third glass of champagne. “If I can’t be with both of you, I don’t want to be with either one of you.”

“That’s not a decision, that’s a cop-out,” Caleb said as he looked me. I could see the concern in his eyes, and I knew I must look like hell. After crying earlier and sleeping for hours, I was sure I had makeup smeared all over my face. I hadn’t even bothered looking in a mirror before going down for dinner.

“I’m the one who’s made a decision,” Jonathon said as he pushed his chair back from the table. “I will not come between a man and his wife. I will take the high road and step out of the competition. It might ruin our chances for the Olympic Games and upset my country, but I don’t care. I will always know in my heart that I did the right thing.”

“You’re going to step down from the competition...seriously,” Caleb said as he slammed his glass down on the table. “What makes you think you even stood a chance? She never would have picked you. I’m the one who’s always been there for her.”

“Ah, but I can give her so much more than you can,” Jonathon said. “I have money and power, and I am worthy to walk beside her, where you can only walk behind.”

I watched Caleb’s facial expression change and I knew he was devastated at thinking the prince would win. Then I turned to Jonathon, who looked devastated that he had just given me up.

“Honestly, the way you two are behaving, I wouldn’t choose either one of you,” I said. “For the first time in my life, I choose me. I’m going to pack my things and go back to America in the morning. You two can fight this out without me.”

They both stared with their mouths open while I got up and walked out of the room. To hell with it, I wasn’t going to stay any longer and hear how tough this all was for them. It was tearing me apart inside.

I slammed the bedroom door as soon as I walked in, hoping they both got the message loud and clear. My cell phone started going off in my purse and I hurled it against the wall. I didn’t care if I had to replace another one. I just wanted it all to stop.

Chapter 13

The next morning while I was packing to leave they both came into my room again. “Look, leave me alone. I’ve already told you that I’m not choosing. I’m going home.”

“We know,” Jonathon said as he sat down on the bed. “That’s what we want to talk to you about.”

“There’s nothing to talk about,” I said as I kept on packing.

Caleb walked over and grabbed my arms. “Sasha, stop. Come sit down with us for a minute.”

I looked up at him and nodded. After staring out the window and collecting my thoughts for a moment, I walked over and sat between them on the bed.

“Jonathon and I were talking,” Caleb said. “We don’t want to hurt you. We both love you very much. If you have enough love in your heart for both of us, well, neither of us want to lose you.”

Tears welled up in my eyes. I turned to look at Jonathon. “So, you’re not making me choose?” I asked.

“Like he said, if you can find it in your heart to love two fools such as us, we will both love you forever.”

“But how...” I was so overwhelmed with happiness to be able to have both of the men that I loved so dearly, but I had no idea how it would all work.

“We’ll all live here,” Jonathon said. “The microscope you live under in America would make it too difficult for us to carry on over there.”

“But my career...”

“All taken care of,” Caleb said. “Jonathon is having a recording studio built on the grounds as we speak. You’ll have your own recording label, and you’ll be your own boss. No more Erica, no more managers, no more handlers. It’s all you, and us, from here on in.”

Tears streamed down my face as I realized that all of my dreams were coming true. I might have been a future princess, but I felt like a queen as I sat there with my kings.

I closed my eyes and reached out to touch both of their hands. “Thank you,” I whispered through my tears. “You have no idea how much all of this means to me.”

“Yes, we do, because it means just as much to us,” Jonathon said. “Just please don’t ever leave us.”

“I won’t,” I promised.

Chapter 14

“You look so nervous,” Caleb laughed as he took my arm.

“It’s not everyday a girl gets married,” I joked as I looked up into his eyes. As he walked me down the aisle I thought of how everything had changed so fast. An event that I thought would bring sorrow, like my own husband giving me away at a fake wedding, was now a grand party for the three of us.

I had a hard time keeping from laughing when he leaned forward and whispered, “Y’all come back now, y’hear,” as he handed me off to Jonathon at the altar. Jonathon took my hands and we said our vows, and to everyone who was there that day or watched it on television we got married.

It may not have been real, but in our hearts, the three of us all married each other that day. That was when we all sealed our commitment to spend the rest of our lives together, whether the world knew it or not.

***

“Okay, which one of us is carrying her over the threshold?” Jonathon slurred after all of our guests had left.

“It’s all yours,” Caleb laughed. “I already did that once.”

Jonathon picked me up and carried me into the bedroom, where the three of us climbed up on the bed together. “You are amazing,” Caleb said before he kissed me.

“The two of you are even more amazing,” I said when I turned to kiss Jonathon. We all laughed as we tried to roll around together in our wedding clothes, but it clearly wasn’t working.

“The first thing we need to do is get you the hell out of that dress,” Caleb laughed. I stood up and let them peel my dress off me, before they started taking their own clothes off.

“That’s much better,” Jonathon said as we all piled back up on the bed.

“Mmmhmm,” I agreed as I reached out for both of their cocks. It was my wedding night, and I wanted to consummate it fully. They both leaned over me, and took turns teasing the tips of their dicks with my tongue.

Moving from one to the other, and taking them in my mouth while I watched the expression on the other one’s face was exhilarating. Their salty pre-cum showed me how appreciative they were of my efforts to please both of them.

Finally Jonathon couldn’t take it anymore and moved up closer to my face. I grasped him in my hand while I wrapped my lips around him. Caleb crawled down between my legs and started flicking my clit with his powerful tongue.

I grabbed Jonathon’s hips to pull his hardness deeper into my mouth while Caleb slid two fingers into my pussy. I rocked my hips while I bobbed my head along Jonathon’s shaft. I felt like their play toy, and they both were mine.

I moaned while Caleb swirled his tongue around my clit, and Jonathon groaned while I did the same to the tip of his dick. He thrust against my face while I rocked my hips and moaned in tune with Caleb’s masterful lapping of my lady parts.

Caleb wrapped his lips around my clit, sucking as he flicked it with his tongue, making me moan even louder. Then he tugged gently before he let go. He laid down on the bed beside me.

Jonathon pulled himself out of my mouth, and I straddled Caleb, easing myself down onto his throbbing cock. As soon as he was inside me, I ran my fingers through my hair while Jonathon held my hips and guided me as I rode Caleb.

I felt so powerful, and yet at their mercy. My body was on fire for both of them, and I wanted more. I not only wanted more, I needed more. I leaned down to kiss Caleb’s neck and press my breasts into his chest. I wanted to feel his skin against mine.

Jonathon rubbed my back with one hand while he grabbed at my ass cheek with the other. I was waiting for him to shove his massive cock into my ass, but he had other things in mind. “Do you think it will fit?” he asked Caleb.

“We said we’d try,” Caleb groaned. As Jonathon pushed me down harder against Caleb’s chest, his hard cock poked at my pussy. I knew there was no room for him in there. I couldn’t imagine how I could possible take both of them in.

I was so wet with desire though, that as he pushed along, he slowly slid inside right along Caleb, stretching me wide. Having two cocks inside me was the most incredible thing I’d ever felt, and the best wedding present ever.

I laid sandwiched between them while they thrust in and out of me and against each other. I could feel their cocks sliding back and forth. One slid in as the other slid out while my eyes rolled back in my head.

I thought I’d experienced ecstasy before, but it was nothing like this. Every time Jonathon thrust into me, he drove my clit against Caleb’s shaft and I gasped as the pleasure drove me closer to the edge.

I could feel the heat rising in my body as sweat rolled off Jonathon’s forehead and onto the back of my neck. He grabbed my shoulders, digging his fingers into them, pulling me down harder onto his cock.

Caleb reached between Jonathon and I to grab my ass cheeks to pull me closer into him, and a fire rose within me. My body trembled as my moans got louder and I started panting while I tried to breathe.

My vision started fading to black and trails of fire exploded from my body while my body rode the shockwaves of pleasure. I moaned loudly as ripple after ripple of orgasm overtook me, while I quivered and shook.

Both men started thrusting harder and faster. Caleb kissed my shoulders while Jonathon kissed the back of my neck. The musky scent of their perspiration filled the air as both of them groaned while they pumped in and out of me together.

Their bodies were tensing and I could feel their hearts racing against my skin. I couldn’t wait for them to fill me. Both Caleb and Jonathon yelled out at the same time as they thrust as deeply into me as they could and came together in unison.

As we all lay there basking in the afterglow, I couldn’t help thinking about how perfect it was to have made love to both of my husbands at the same time. I had the best of both worlds, and I planned to hold onto it forever.