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Authors: S.E. Hall
“Where is he?’
“Connecticut.”
Just around the corner; sure, let’s go. I wonder if my current friends know there are actually people in the world who have to wait for other people to pick up a phone or drive home because they don’t have private planes on standby.
Seeing as how I am staring at a plane, stairs down and ready to whisk us to Dane’s rescue, I guess not. “We’re flying to Connecticut?”
“Yep.”
“How’d you find him? That’s his plane, isn’t it?’
“Group effort and yes, one of them. I called Tate, Whitley, you name it, while you were visiting, and we finally fit the pieces together. Tate got us the flight and a car waiting on us, Whit tracked down the address where I’m sure we’ll find him. Now all I need is you on the plane.”
I slacken my stance, letting him pull me towards the awaiting plane now. He didn’t say he talked to Dane, which tells me we’re swooping in unannounced. If Whitley knew, and he’s in Connecticut, this is something about his past; his life before Georgia.
Seems my love spent his day with his own ghosts.
“Okay, let’s go.” I square my shoulders and board, ready to go uncover another part of Dane.
Haunted
***Dane***
Laney’s got to be worried sick. I’ve ignored her calls and texts all day, like the coward I am, sitting here in my car hiding from everyone. I simply can’t talk to her right now. I can’t be who she thinks I am, her strong and capable man. Not today.
Samantha walks out the front door of the house I’ve been staring at for hours and I fold down lower in my seat, praying she doesn’t see me. She hates me and I don’t blame her. I have a new life in Georgia where an unbelievable girl loves me, my brother thrives, and I have all that money can buy while she’s still here, dealing with the life I forced upon her.
So strong, resilient, loyal, loving—Samantha is an angel. Her brown hair is pulled back from her face, her beauty obvious even from here. She still looks as young and gorgeous, but her gait and carriage show she’s tired, strained from years of carrying my burden.
She won’t accept my help, my money, my calls; nothing. I’ve been buried along with everything else she can’t think about; the hurt, anger, and betrayal is too much. I want to jump out, run across the street, and beg her to let me help her, but instead I watch from afar, the shrinking coward, as she struggles to unload the wheelchair from the back of her car.
Positive
***Laney***
I gasp as the wheels touch down on the runway; it gets me every time. We’ve just landed in Connecticut after the shortest flight ever, giving me not nearly enough time to drag any helpful information out of Sawyer.
He believes what he’s doing is right, of that I am 100% sure, but I can’t help but be apprehensive. I’m not real big on walking into monumental situations blindly and uninvited, and Dane obviously doesn’t want me to know, or need my help, seeing as how he didn’t trust me with the details of whatever it is he’s doing today. So yes, my mouth goes dry and my stomach rolls trying to guess what I’m about to find.
“Sawyer, are you sure about this?” I ask him for at least the tenth time.
“Do you love him, Laney? The stand by and support him through anything kind of love?”
I do, without a doubt I do. There are some things I wouldn’t stay through, though. If I find him with another woman, I’m gone, but I know bone deep that’s not what’s going on with him today. Dane wouldn’t do that, I know it just as I know I’m breathing right now. So whatever it is, yes, I’m beside him.
“Absolutely.”
“Then yes, I’m sure. Now come on, let’s go save your man.”
‘Bout to Need Jesus
***Dane***
She reappears about thirty minutes later, Andy now in the wheelchair that she pushes to the car. Why won’t she let me pay for a nurse to help with these kinds of things? Does Andy even know I’ve offered? He’d accept, want her to have some help.
One of the wheels gets caught on the edge of the walkway, and as if in slow motion, I watch the chair tilt, tipping to one side on two wheels, as Sam fights with all her might to keep it upright. Unwanted but needed, I fly out of my car and across the street. Hold on five more seconds, Sam. I make it just in time to grab a handle and turn all four wheels flat on the ground.
Six eyes, three heaving chests, one heartache.
None of us speak, flinch or move a single muscle for long minutes.
But, much like a woman, she can hold it no longer.
“Why the fuck are you here?” Sam hisses, hatred radiating from her every pore.
“Honey, don’t,” Andy lays a hand on her arm, “don’t be someone you’re not.”
“You needed help. I didn’t want him to fall.” Even I wince at my poor choice of words, but Sam gasps, her head snapping back like someone just slapped her. “I mean, it looked like—”
“Shut up!” she screams at me. “You don’t get to show up once a year and play hero! We don’t need your help!”
“Sam, sweetie.” Andy, helplessly watching from his chair, tries to calm her. “Please go inside, let Dane and I talk alone. I don’t want you upset. Please,” he begs.
“No, no,” she shakes her head, “don’t listen to him, Andy. We have nothing to say to him, it’s you and me, babe. He’ll trick you, buy you. I won’t let him!” She’s screeching now, barreling around his chair straight at me. “This is all your fault, you asshole!”
“Not another step or you’re going down.” Her voice is eerily calm, slicing through the tension with the precision of a deadly sharp knife. “You touch him, I touch you.”
Sam stops mid-stomp, frozen by the other female voice cutting through the dusk. I turn around slowly, no sudden movements in front of the irate, protective girlfriend who has no idea where I’ve been all day or what she’s just walked up on, but knows she’ll protect me to the death regardless.
Love my badass girl so fucking much.
“Who the fuck are you? And why are you all even here?!” Samantha screams. “God, just leave us alone. Haven’t you done enough?” She pokes her finger in my chest with each last word.
Laney’s hand flies up and locks around Sam’s wrist, wrenching and tossing it from my chest. Let the face-off begin. Laney’s blonde ambition versus Sam’s dark and dangerous…but both women I adore. Both strong, protective and scrupulous. I know my girl and I trust her ability to react appropriately, so I stay still. Andy, well, his jaw is in his lap, his eyes flying nervously back and forth between the two girls.
“I’m guessing there’s a lot of past here, a lot I don’t know, but whatever you need to say, you’re gonna say without touching my man. Hear me, girlie? I’m not gonna say it again,” Laney warns in a deathly calm voice.
“Dane, get out of here and take your psycho bitch with you! We don’t need any more of your help.”
“Oh, Lord.” Sawyer steps from the shadows. “You need more than help, Sam, you ‘bout to need Jesus.” He turns to Laney. “Did she just call you what I think she called you?”
“She did,” Laney nods, “but I’m willing to let it slide, long as she keeps her hands to herself.” Laney smokes Sam with a deadly glare as she says it. “My daddy always said women who take that “man shouldn’t hit a woman” rule as their free pass to put their hands on men expecting to get away with it are manipulative and for sure too weak to handle things if it backfires. So probably too weak to go around hitting anybody in the first place. What do you think, Sawyer?”
“I think your daddy is a wise man.”
“Smartest man I know.” Laney cocks one brow at Sam, asking silently if she’s made her point.
Sam, wisely, remains silent, with her hands to her side, perfectly still.
“Good, now that we got that settled, why doesn’t somebody tell me what’s going on before things get out of hand again?”
“I agree with her,” Andy pipes in, pointing to the love of my life. “Samantha, I adore you, sweetheart, but you need to go inside and calm down, lest Sawyer have to carry you in and make you calm down.”
“Are you fucking kidding me, Andrew? This rich prick ruins your, our, fucking lives and you’re threatening me?”
Her words pierce me, but they’re all true. Just look what I’ve done to this wonderful people, my friends, my comrades. Samantha is tough but kind, hardworking and admirable, yet I’ve turned her into an angry, bitter screecher. And Andy, all-American guy, heading to college with his girl, the only apple of his parents’ eyes, and I pulled him off the field and slammed him in a chair.
And Laney’s hearing it all. Everything I never wanted her to know. The part of me that stayed in Connecticut when I came to Georgia…to find her.
She’ll leave me now for sure, taking any hope of happiness with her.
“Sawyer,” Andy beckons.
“On it, Chief,” he mumbles, grabbing Sam around the torso, pinning her arms to her sides and moving her quickly to the house. “Good to see you, Andy, looking good, man!” he calls over his shoulder while hauling the livid Sam, kicking her heels into his shins furiously, inside.
“Laney.” I turn to her, my eyes begging her not to leave me forever, to forgive the man I once was. “Can you please give Andy and me some time alone? And try not to hate me before we’ve had a chance to talk, to let me explain.”
She ignores me, offering Andy her hand and a sparkling smile. “Hi, I’m Laney. I’m not at all psycho, I swear. I hope you can understand why I couldn’t let her continue like that.”
“I do, I do,” he laughs, shaking her hand with approval in his eyes. “Real pleasure to meet you, Laney. I can tell I like you already.”
That’s Andy for ya, ever the optimistic, glass-looks-damn-near-full guy.
“Baby, please.” I try once more to coerce her to go. I can’t share my shame with her now, in front of Andy. I at least ask for privacy when she tells me she can’t love a monster.
“Dane Kendrick,” she bites out as she turns to me, cheeks flushed, lips straight and tense, eyes… Her eyes filled are with love, but I know that will change soon and the thought leaves me barren and hopeless.
Shit, what a mess! How had she even found me? How did she get here? We’re in Connecticut, for fuck’s sake! I swear to God, Sawyer and his do-gooder ass could find the needle in the haystack. While blindfolded. In the dark.
“You listening again now?” she asks, and I quickly nod, feeling like anything but the boss right now. “As I was saying, you’ve been missing all day. I’ve been to see my mother after years and years of nothing, I’ve seriously begun to question Mr. Disney’s mindset, and I’ve been flown across the country in the blink of an eye by that Neanderthal in there and walked up to a woman trying to kick your ass. Do not say it again; I’m not leaving. I love you, therefore, you bossy, stubborn man, I. Am. With. You.”
I should probably concentrate on the part about her mom, a huge revelation that I had left her alone for, but the last six words are all I hear, playing through my mind over and over like the perfect melody.
“Okay, baby.” I sigh, turning to Andy. “She really isn’t the boss all the time,” I explain in an attempt at humor.
“Oh, I can see that,” he goads, but his face quickly turns solemn. “How are you, Dane?”
“Better than I deserve.” I feel stupid even asking, but it seems the natural thing to say next. “You?”
“I’m good. I know you don’t believe that, and my girl’s just as crazy protective as yours, so she makes it seem awful, but I really am good.”
“Don’t be too hard on Sam. She loves you, man.”
“Best thing to ever happen to me. I was gonna let her kick your ass.”
“Can’t say I didn’t have it coming; can’t blame her. I know I shouldn’t just show up, but today’s the day—”
“I know what today is,” he interrupts me.
I chance a look at Laney, wondering if Sawyer filled her in or if she’s just standing there cluelessly supporting me in good faith, hand rubbing circles on my back.
Well, if she doesn’t know, she’s about to get an earful. There’s certain things I’d come here to convey, whether she’s listening or not.
“I…geez…” I struggle for the words. “I wanted to come and say I’m sorry. I’m so sorry, Andy, you have to know how much I mean that. I’d do anything to trade places with you. I wish you’d accept my help, let me take care of things for you, since you can’t—”
“Can’t what? Make love to my woman? Thanks,” he jokes, his laugh forced and sarcastic, “but I don’t want your help with that. Sorry,” he apologizes to Laney with a blush.
“I was gonna say work,” I mutter.
“What are you talking about? I work, six days a week, computer programming. Make damn good money at it too. Sam’s just about to finish her LPN, which I helped her pay for, and we’re buying this house.” He points behind him. “I’m angry, but not at you, Dane. And some things challenge me, but I’m far from helpless.” His voice is growing in volume and intensity. “My life’s not bad, Dane. And what it is or it isn’t,” he pauses, making sure I hear him, “is not your fault.”
“I tend to agree with Sam,” I fire back, not about to let myself off the hook. I feel Laney’s hand stop rubbing and tense on my back.
“Sam’s angry, but not at you, really, just at life. She feels cheated; there are things I can’t do for her or for myself.”
I can’t imagine not being able to make love to Laney. Worse yet, I can’t imagine Laney having to remain faithful to me, not ever feeling the weight of the man who loves her on top of her body, breath and sweat mingling, cherishing her.
“I took that from you.”
“You’re not that powerful, Kendrick.” His laugh is genuine now, but does nothing to ease my guilt. “I made my choice. You didn’t hold a gun to my head. Now knock it the fuck off, enough’s enough.”