Forsaken (8 page)

I stroke his cheek,
“It’s ok, I did ok on my own.”

“So, how did they react?”

“A lot of tears, but I am definitely the child Ryder, I look just like them. I have a sister and a brother.”

He smiles,
“I am so happy to hear that.”

“It was a bit strange, but I think with time I will grow to love them. I feel like my heart has finally found its missing piece you know?”

He strokes my cheek, “That makes me real happy.”

“Ryder thank you again, this would have never happened without you. I owe you, so much.”

“You owe me nothing; I have everything I want in you Maya. You are my life now and I would do anything for you. The day you walked into that unit and challenged me, was the day you changed me. You became my everything; I would walk over broken glass, I would take a bullet, I would do anything for you.”

“When did you get so sweet?”

He grins, “Just now, call it good sex and a hot woman.”

I giggle and stroke his cheek.

“I love you Ryder.”

“Yeah
, well, right back at ya.”

~*~*~*~*~

RYDER

Dammit, I mean dammit. I can’t believe she is doing this. There she is, lying on my bed
, chained to it. I grin, I can’t help it – what man wouldn’t want a woman tied to his bed wearing…is that a thong? I just got a hard on. She grins up at me and I raise an eyebrow. She said she had a surprise for my birthday, after last year’s surprise I figured it would be a good one but this, wow.

“What are you doing baby?” I say in a husky voice.

“I want you to do everything you have been holding back on. I want you to go all Dom on my ass Ryder, I want it, so badly.”

My heart thumps. She wants to be my sub?

“I don’t…I thought it wasn’t your thing.”

“I changed my mind,” s
he rasps.

“Fuck.”

“So come on, get over here and whip me…or spank me…or…”

“
Fuck.”

I step forward, untying her hands. She frowns.

“We don’t start here; you want to be my sub for a night?”

“Yes.”

“Then get on your knees.”

Her beautiful eyes widen, but she does as she is told. She gets on her knees in front of me, looking up at me with those big round eyes. I stroke her cheek.

“Be a good girl and trust what I am going to do will be full of pleasure.”

“Ok.”

“Call me Sir, or Master.”

“Yes,
Master,” she whispers, licking her full lips.

I stroke her hair,
and then walk out of the room leaving her on her knees. I go into my old locked cupboard and I find handcuffs, a riding crop, restraints, nipple clamps and a vibrator. With a grin, I return to the room to find her on her knees where I left her.

“Good girl.”

I lift her from her knees and stand her in front of me.

“As beautiful as this lacy little teddy is, it has to go.”

I grip it and rip it with one quick tear, her eyes widen but she doesn’t make a sound. I run my fingers over the lush curve of her breast and then pinch her nipple between my thumb and forefinger.

“You remember these clamps?”

She nods, biting her lip. I lean forward, taking her nipple into my mouth; she moans softly but doesn’t touch me. When I have sucked her nipples until they are forming hard peaks, I clamp them with the clamps. She whimpers and clenches her fists.

“Hurts only a minute
, baby.”

She nods as I work down her body, licking her skin and swirling my tongue around her belly button. She whimpers helplessly when I reach her sex, she is hot and wet, and she tastes damned good. I swipe my tongue through her flesh, tasting her arousal. She cries out and grips my head, I stop instantly. With a moan, she drops her hands, and I start again, but before she can come, I stop.

“Be a good girl and go over to that corner of the room.”

She walks over and I follow with the restraints. There are two hooks on the roof and two on the floor. I tie her so her hands are stretched above her head and her legs are spread wide. She looks like she is doing
jumping jacks and it’s a mighty fine sight. I adjust my aching cock and surround her, trailing my fingers over her skin and watching her shiver.

“What to do first?”

“Please, do something,” she pleads.

“Please what?”

“Master,”

I pull out the crop and slide it over her skin, when I bring it down lightly
, she whimpers. Ah, she always liked a bit of rough and tumble. I step behind her, sliding my lips over her neck while I slide my finger over her clit, she stiffens a moment, and then relaxes when I begin a slow but pressured rub. Just as she is about to come, I pull back and relish in her whimpers of desperation. When she comes, it will be out of this world.

“What can I do to you, beautiful girl?”

“Oh please, touch me, do something,” she breathes, “Please Master.”

I
drop down in front of her, gripping her hips and thrusting them forward so my tongue slides through her now dripping sex. She cries out and twists in her binds. I run the crop up and down her backside while I suck her clit into my mouth, when she is at her peak, I bring the crop down onto her skin and she screams as she shudders around me. I slide back up her body to meet her swollen lips, and I kiss her with force until she is gasping for air.

“Ryder…”

“Pardon?”

“
Master, please, fuck me.”

“
Impatient little sub.”

“Please!”

I grip the vibrator and watch her eyes widen as I slip it between her legs and insert it, she makes a strangled sound as I slide it out and thrust it back in, while activating the clit stimulator. My cock is throbbing and it is taking everything I have not to fuck her stupid right now, but I have to wait, I need to make this worth it. I slide the vibrator in and out, in and out until she is ready to come again.

Sweat beads on her forehead and her body is wound up so tightly I can see the veins under her skin thumping with pressure. As she explodes, I unclip the nipple clamps and listen to her heightened screams as the blood rushes in many different directions through her body. She slumps in the restraints when she is spent
, and I know this is my moment. I lower my jeans, causing her eyes to widen once more.

“Time to fuck now, baby.”

“Fuck…but…”

I grin and step in front of
her, she looks so beautiful strung up like this, looking all flushed and aroused. I spread my legs so I am low enough, and then I thrust inside her. She is soft, hot and wet. I groan as she clenches instantly around me, God she feels good. I slide out and slam back in, and her cries echo through my ears.

“Oh
God, Ryder…”

I slap her ass hard and she whimpers.

“Master,” she pants, “Master.”

“You like that?” I rasp.

“Yes, please, more!”

“More what?”

“Fuck me harder, faster, please Master.”

I thrust my hips harder and faster, rotating her nipples in my fingers as I slam into her body over and over. She screams around me, erupting in yet another orgasm and it is my undoing, I roar her name as my seed spills inside her,
it pumps out hard and fast, causing my body to shudder violently. When we come down from her high, I take her face in my hands and hold her head up.

“Well,” she whispers, “N
o wonder they always came back.”

“Not so bad eh?”

She smiles, flushed, “Not so bad.”

I unchain her, and she slumps into my arms. We fall onto the bed, and she wraps herself around me. She just fits so fucking perfectly. I stroke her hair, and run my fingers down over her smooth back. Nothing could beat the bond we have, not even Janelle trying to stick her nose where it doesn’t belong. I have to wean her off, she can’t turn to me every single time something goes wrong. I just don’t know how I will do that.

CHAPTER
7

MAYA

“AUNTY MAYA!”

I spin around to see Jasmine running towards me. Her blonde hair flies behind her and her big brown eyes are filled with joy. I kneel down and let her ram into me, I wrap my arms around her. She is the only part of Janelle I would ever like, she is beautiful, a little ray of sunshine.

“Hi baby girl!”

“Aunty Maya, I went to school.”

“Did you? Wow, you are a big girl now.”

She is only three, but she is smart as a button. Nate is walking with a bag full of blankets, toys and clothes. He grins when he sees us together, like he always does.

“You found your Aunty, baby girl,” he smiles at his daughter.

“Yeah, I love Aunty Maya.”

“And I love you,” I smile, kissing her cheek and standing.

“Is she staying this weekend?”

Nate nods, “First sleepover, she is fine…I don’t know about me.”

Ryder walks outside and sees Jasmine, I watch his face tense and his
body stiffens. I know it still hurts like hell and I feel a wash of guilt because of it. Jasmine spots him and as always runs over and into his arms. She is familiar with him; she thought he was her Father. He plants on a fake smile and swings her around.

“It still hurts,” I whisper to Nate.

“Yeah, I feel bad every time I bring her here,” Nate frowns.

“He will come
around; he just liked the idea of having a daughter.”

“Yeah, I know. Maybe one day you two will have one and it will ease the pressure.”

I give him a fowl look, “Unlikely.”

“Aw come on, you are a natural. Jazzy loves you.”

“She is different.”

He thumps the
tone of girls things on the ground and pulls me into his arms, I sigh.

“You will be a great M
om, speaking of which, how’s the family going?”

“I am going to see them again today.”

“Oh?”

“Yeah, I like them…I want to know more.”

“And you Sandy?” he asks Sandy, who is playing hand games with Jasmine.

“I am still trying to locate mine
, the address we had was wrong.”

“But you want to meet them?”

She smiles, “Sure, I mean they are my family and Ryder said they seemed like good people by the newspaper clippings.”

“How many leads have you got?”

“Well, we think we have a new address. I guess we will just have to keep our fingers crossed.”

Nate kisses my head, lingering a long moment.

“Me and you tonight Maya, I need a fucking hard cuddle.”

I snort,
“Hard cuddle, wow I think I just got excited.”

He laughs, “M
e too.”

“Where’s your lover?”

He snorts now, “Probably wanking himself.”

“Nate!”

“Seriously, he has just gone crazy.”

“I thought you two worked it out.”

“So’d I…come over tonight?”

“To wank you?”

He roars with laughter, “There’s my girl, see you later bubba.”

He picks up Jasmine and spins her
around; she squeals and wraps her arms around his neck. Nate is a beautiful Father and it melts my heart. I walk inside to where Ryder is sitting, staring out the window. I put my hand on his shoulder, squeezing the tight muscle there. He turns and grins up at me, giving me that dazzling look he always does, the one that melts me on the spot.

“Hey hot stuff, what are you thinking about?”

“Not much.”

“I think that’s a lie.”

He gives me a weak smile, “I am still adjusting and now she will be here all night.”

“Come stay at mine, if you like.”

“I couldn’t do that to Nate, he is excited and he should be. He doesn’t need me ruining the mood.”

“It will get easier, I promise.”

“Yeah,” he says, patting my hand, “I know.”

“I am going to my parents
now; I guess I will see you tomorrow?”

He stands and takes me into his arms, pressing his hot, hard body against mine.

“I hate working at nights when I should be licking you from head to toe…”

I flush, remembering the
other night when I let him go Dom crazy on me. It was the hottest sex of my life.

“Oh? What if I say
no?”

His eyes sparkle,
“Are you saying no baby?”

I back up, grinning,
“Maybe I am.”

“Oh really?
”

He steps forward grinning, I step back. He reaches out and grips me around the waist and crushes me against his body.