Out Of The Silent Planet (5 page)

'I think it would be damn silly,' said Devine. 'If you could be sure of meeting the brutes where
we alight there might be something in it. But suppose we have to trek? All we'd gain by your plan
would be having to carry a drugged man and his pack instead of letting a live man walk with us
and do his share of the work.'

Weston apparently replied.

'But he can't find out,' returned Devine. 'Unless some one is fool enough to tell him. Anyway, even
if he suspects, do you think a man like that would have the guts to run away on a strange planet?
Without food? Without weapons? You'll find he'll eat out of your hand at the first sight of a sorn.'

Again Ransom heard the indistinct noise of Weston's voice.

'How should I know?' said Devine. 'It may be some sort of chief: much more likely a mumbo-jumbo.'

This time came a very short utterance from the control room: - apparently a question. Devine
answered at once.

'It would explain why he was wanted.'

Weston asked him something more.

'Human sacrifice, I suppose. At least it wouldn't be human from their point of view; you know
what I mean.

Weston had a good deal to say this time, and it elicited Devine's characteristic chuckle.

'Quite, quite,' he said. 'It is understood that you are doing it all from the highest motives.
So long as they lead to the same actions as my motives, you are quite welcome to them.'

Weston continued; and this time Devine seemed to interrupt him.

'You're not losing your own nerve, are you?' he said. He was then silent for some time, as if
listening. Finally, he replied:

'If you're so fond of the brutes as that you'd better stay and interbreed - if they have sexes,
which we don't yet know. Don't you worry. When the time comes for cleaning the place up we'll save
one or two for you, and you can keep them as pets or vivisect them or sleep with them or all three -
whichever way it takes ....... Yes, I know. Perfectly loathsome. I was only joking. Good night.'

A moment later Devine closed the door of the control room, crossed the saloon and entered his own
cabin. Ransom heard him bolt the door of it according to his invariable, though puzzling, custom.
The tension with which he had been listening relaxed. He found that he had been holding his breath,
and breathed deeply again. Then cautiously he stepped out into the saloon.

Though he knew that it would be prudent to return to his bed as quickly as possible, he found himself
standing still in the now familiar glory of the light and viewing it with a new and poignant
emotion. Out of this heaven, these happy climes, they were presently to descend - into what? Sorns,
human sacrifice, loathsome sexless monsters. What was a sorn? His own role in the affair was now clear
enough. Somebody or something had sent for him. It could hardly be for him personally. The somebody
wanted a victim - any victim - from Earth. He had been picked because Devine had done the picking;
he realized for the first time - in all circumstances a late and startling discovery - that Devine
had hated him all these years as heartily as he hated Devine. But what was a sorn? When he saw them
he would eat out of Weston's hands. His mind, like so many minds of his generation, was richly
furnished with bogies. He had read his H. G. Wells and others. His unaverse was peopled with
horrors such as ancient and medieval mythology could hardly rival. No insect-like, vermiculate
or crustacean Abominable, no twitching feelers, - rasping wings, slimy coils, curling tentacles,
no monstrous union of superhuman intelligence and insatiable cruelty seemed to him anything but
likely on an alien world. The sores would be... would be... he dared not think what the sores
would be. And he was to be given to them. Somehow this seemed more horrible than being caught by
them. Given, handed over, offered. He saw in imagination various incompatible monstrosities
- bulbous eyes, grinning jaws, horns, stings, mandibles. Loathing of insects, loathing of snakes,
loathing of things that squashed and squelched, all played their horrible symphonies over his nerves.
But the reality would be worse: it would be an extra-terrestrial otherness - something one had
never thought of never could have thought of. In that moment Ransom made a decision. He could
face death, but not the sores. He must escape when they got to Malacandra, if there were any
possibility. Starvation, or even to be chased by sores, would be better than being handed over.
If escape were impossible, then it must be suicide. Ransom was a pious man. He hoped he would
be forgiven. It was no more in his power, he thought, to decide otherwise than to grow a new
limb. Without hesitation he stole back into the galley and secured the sharpest knife: henceforward
he determined never to be parted from it.

Such was the exhaustion produced by terror that when he regained his bed he fell instantly
into stupefied and dreamless sleep.

HE WOKE much refreshed, and even a little ashamed of his terror on the previous night. His situation
was, no doubt, very serious: indeed the possibility of returning alive to Earth must be almost
discounted. But death could be faced, and rational fear of death could be mastered. It was only
the irrational, the biological, horror of monsters that was the real difficulty: and this he faced
and came to terms with as well as he could while he lay in the sunlight after breakfast. He had
the feeling that one sailing in the heavens, as he was doing, should not suffer abject dismay before
any earthbound creature. He even reflected that the knife could pierce other flesh as well as his
own. The bellicose mood was a very rare one with Ransom. Like many men of his own age, he rather
under-estimated than over-estimated his own courage; the gap between boyhood's dreams and his
actual experience of the War had been startling, and his subsequent view of his own unheroic
qualities had perhaps swung too far in the opposite direction. He had some anxiety lest the firmness
of his present mood should prove a short-lived illusion; but he must make the best of it.

As hour followed hour and waking followed sleep in their eternal day, he became aware of a gradual
change. The temperature was slowly falling. They resumed clothes. Later, they added warm underclothes.
Later still, an electric heater was turned on in the centre of the ship. And it became certain, too -
though the phenomenon was hard to seize - that the light was less overwhelming than it had been
at the beginning of the voyage. It became certain to the comparing intellect, but it was difficult
to feel what was happening as a diminution of light and impossible to think of it as darkening,
because while the radiance changed in degree, its unearthly quality had remained exactly the same
since the moment he first beheld it. It was not, like fading light upon the Earth, mixed with the
increasing moisture and phantom colours of the air. You might halve its intensity, Ransom perceived,
and the remaining half would still be what the whole had been - merely less, not other. Halve it
again, and the residue would still be the same. As long as it was at all, it would be itself - out
even to that unimagined distance where its last force was spent. He tried to explain what he meant
to Devine.

'Like thingummy's soap!' grinned Devine. 'Pure soap to the last bubble, eh?'

Shortly after this the even tenor of their life in the spaceship began to be disturbed. Weston
explained that they would soon begin to feel the gravitational pull of Malacandra.

'That means,' he said, 'that it will no longer be down to the centre of the ship. It will
be "down" towards Malacandra - which from our point of view will be under.
the control room. As a consequence, the floors of most of the chambers will become wall or
roof, and one of the walls a floor. You won't like it.'

The result of this announcement, so far as Ransom was concerned, was hours of heavy labour in which
he worked shoulder to shoulder now with Devine and now with Weston as their alternating watches
liberated them from the control room. Water tins, oxygen cylinders, guns, ammunition and foodstuffs
had all to be piled on the floors alongside the appropriate walls and lying on their sides so as to
be upright when the new 'downwards' came into play. Long before the work was finished disturbing
sensations began. At first Ransom supposed that it was the toil itself which so weighted his limbs:
but rest did not alleviate the symptom, and it was explained to him that their bodies, in response
to the planet that had caught them in its field, were actually gaining weight every minute and
doubling in weight with every twenty-four hours. They had the experiences of a pregnant woman, but
magnified almost beyond endurance.

At the same time their sense of direction - never very confident on the space-ship - became
continuously confused. From any room on board, the next room's floor had always looked downhill
and felt level: now it looked downhill and felt a little, a very little, downhill as well. One
found oneself runnng as one entered it. A cushion flung aside on the floor of the saloon would be
found hours later to have moved an inch or so towards the wall. All of them were afflicted with
vomiting, headache and palpitations of the heart. The conditions grew worse hour by hour. Soon
one could only grope and crawl from cabin to cabin. All sense of direction disappeared in a
sickening confusion. Parts of the ship were definitely below in the sense that their floors
were upside down and only a fly could walk on them: but no part seemed to Ransom to be indisputably
the right way up. Sensations of intolerable height and of falling utterly absent in the heavens -
recurred constantly. Cooking, of course, had long since been abandoned. Food was snatched as best
they could, and diinking presented great difficulties: you could never be sure that you were
really holding your mouth below, rather than beside, the bottle. Weston grew grimmer and more
silent than ever. Devine, a flask of spirits ever in his hand, flung out strange blasphemies and
coprologies and cursed Weston for bringing them. Ransom ached, licked his dry lips, nursed his
bruised limbs and prayed for the end.

A time came when one side of the sphere was unmistakably down. Clamped beds and tables hung useless
and ridiculous on what was now wall or roof. What had been doors became trap-doors, opened with
difficulty. Their bodies seemed made of lead. There was no more work to be done when Devine had
set out the clothes - their Malacandrian clothes - from their bundles and squatted down on the end
wall of the saloon (now its floor) to watch the thermometer. The clothes, Ransom noticed, included
heavy woollen underwear, sheepskin jerkins, fur gloves and eared caps. Devine made no reply to
his questions. He was engaged in studying the thermometer and in shouting down to Weston in the
control room.

'Slower, slower,' he kept shouting. 'Slower, you damned fool. You'll be in air in a minute or two.'
Then sharply and angrily. 'Here! Let me get at it.'

Weston made no replies. It was unlike Devine to waste his advice: Ransom concluded that the man
was almost out of his senses, whether with fear or excitement.

Suddenly the lights of the Universe seemed to be turned down. As if some demon had rubbed the
heaven's face with a dirty sponge, the splendour in which they had lived for so long blenched to
a pallid, cheerless and pitiable grey. It was impossible from where they sat to open the shutters
or roll back the heavy blind. What had been a chariot gliding in the fields of heaven became a
dark steel box dimly lighted by a slit of window, and falling. They were falling out of the heaven,
into a world. Nothing. in all his adventures bit so deeply into Ransom's mind as this. He wondered
how he could ever have thought of planets, even of the Earth, as islands of life and reality
floating in a deadly void. Now, with a certainty which never after deserted him, he saw the planets -
the 'earths' he called them in his thought - as mere holes or gaps in the living heaven - excluded
and rejected wastes of heavy matter and murky air, formed not by addition to, but by subtraction
from, the surrounding brightness; And yet, he thought, beyond the solar system the brightness ends.
Is that the real void, the real death? Unless ... he groped for the idea ... unless visible light
is also a hole or gap, a mere diminution of something else. Something that is to bright unchanging
heaven as heaven is to the dark, heavy earths....

Things do not always happen as a man would expect. The moment of his arrival in an unknown world
found Ransom wholly absorbed in a philosophical speculation.

'HAVING A doze?' said Devine. 'A bit blase about new planets by now?'

'Can you see anything?' interrupted Weston.

'I can't manage the shutters, damn them,' returned Devine. 'We may as well get to the manhole.'

Ransom awoke from his brown study. The two partners were working together close beside him in the
semi-darkness. He was cold and his body, though in fact much lighter than on Earth, still felt
intolerably heavy. But a vivid sense of his situation returned to him; some fear, but more curiosity.
It might mean death, but what a scaffold! Already cold air was coming in from without, and light.
He moved his head impatiently to catch some glimpse between the labouring shoulders of the two men.
A moment later the last nut was unscrewed. He was looking out through the manhole.

Naturally enough all he saw was the ground - a circle of pale pink, almost of white; whether
very close and short vegetation or very wrinkled and granulated rock or soil he could not say.
Instantly the dark shape of Devine filled the aperture, and Ransom had time to notice that he
had a revolver in his hand - 'For me or for sorns or for both?' he wondered.

'You next,' said Weston curtly.

Ransom took a deep breath and his hand went to the knife beneath his belt. Then he got his head
and shoulders through the manhole, his two hands on the soil of Malacandra. The pink stuff was
soft and faintly resilient, like india-rubber: clearly vegetation. Instantly Ransom looked up. He
saw a pale blue sky - a fine winter morning sky it would have been on Earth a great billowy
cumular mass of rose-colour lower down which he took for a cloud, and then -'.Get out,' said
Weston from behind him. He scrambled through and rose to his feet. The air was cold but not
bitterly so, and it seemed a little rough at the back of his throat. He gazed about him, and the
very intensity of his desire to take in the new world at a glance defeated itself. He saw nothing
but colours - colours that refused to form themselves into things. Moreover, he knew nothing yet
well enough to see it: you cannot see things till you know roughly what they are. His first
impression was of a bright, pale world - a watercolour world out of a child's paint-box; a moment
later he recognized the flat belt of light blue as a sheet of water, or of something like water,
which came nearly to his feet. They were on the shore of a lake or river.