Authors: Andrew Williams
His aunt pressed him to join the family for a carriage ride into the countryside on the Sunday, but he made his excuses. Although he had resolved more than once not to go to the clinic, he went to some lengths to be sure he had no other commitments. He was still debating the wisdom of his promise to Anna in the droshky that afternoon as it rattled and swayed across the Nikolaevsky Bridge, and even while he stood in the fine summer rain before St Boris and St Gleb, waiting for his guide. The boy with red hair who had met him on his first visit was his silent companion again. After twenty minutes weaving through the streets of the district, they reached the clinic at last to find a crowd gathered about the entrance. His guide drew him by the sleeve round the throng to where Anna was standing a little apart. She glanced up at him as he approached, then away without a word, the intense frown that never left her for long troubling her brow. A frosty sort of welcome, Hadfield thought, and particularly galling after a week in which she had often been in his thoughts. He stared at her for a moment, hoping she would register the frustration in his face, but her attention was fixed on the circle of men. Turning to follow her gaze, he caught a glimpse of what he took to be a man kneeling, crumpled forward at their feet, and he pushed forward, parting the shoulders of the men in front of him: ‘I’m a doctor.’ The circle began to close,
heads straining to see what the gentleman was doing. A woman was shouting at them to step back and as he sank beside the slumped figure he was conscious of Anna standing above him.
‘Can you hear me?’ he asked, and he shook the man gently. But it took only a few seconds for Hadfield to realise he was never going to hear anything in this world again. By a quirk of fate the man had collapsed to his knees as if in prayer. Too late for that, Hadfield thought, lifting his head to look into his lifeless brown eyes. Early forties, grizzled beard, florid face, his mouth a little open, revealing black and broken teeth, a dribble of blood at the corner. A broad man reduced in death to a malodorous ball.
‘No one wants to touch him,’ said Anna in a low voice.
Hadfield looked up to find her bending close. ‘Do you know who he is?’
‘They say he’s a drunk, a vagrant,’ she said hesitantly. ‘He’s been seen loitering in the district, sleeping rough.’
‘Well, why on earth doesn’t someone move him or call the police?’ He realised at once that this was a foolish question to ask.
‘It’s bad luck.’
There was a murmur of assent from those close by.
‘For God’s sake! Do you believe that?’
‘Of course not,’ said Anna. The colour rising in her neck and cheeks suggested this was a half truth.
‘We can’t leave him here for people to step over. You and you,’ said Hadfield, pointing at two men in the crowd, ‘help me, will you?’
It took an hour of bullying and coaxing in equal measure before they were able to persuade willing souls to help them move the body into the school. And in that hour a waiting room packed with the sick and anxious began to empty.
‘It’s him,’ said Anna when they were alone, and she nodded
at the corpse on the table before them. ‘It’s bad luck to be in the same building.’
‘Superstitious nonsense. I’m going to look at him. He wasn’t struck down by a devil.’
‘Does it matter what he died of?’
The wariness in her voice surprised him: ‘Well, for one thing it’s important to know if it was something infectious. You can leave this to me if you like?’
‘No,’ she said firmly.
‘Here . . .’ He tossed her a surgical mask.
It took only a few minutes for Hadfield to be sure they were in no danger of catching a disease. Beneath the dead man’s jacket, his shirt was stained with a ragged circle of congealed blood. A thin blade had been driven into his heart.
‘Murdered,’ Hadfield muttered, ‘and by someone who knew what he was doing.’ He turned to look at Anna: ‘Are you all right?’
Her gaze was fixed on the seeping wound in the vagrant’s chest. He watched her lift a trembling hand to her lips where it hovered uncertainly. She looked pale, her eyes large and glittering, the pupils dilated.
‘You look as if you’ve seen a ghost.’ He touched her elbow gently. ‘Do you recognise him?’
She turned quickly, suddenly aware of his hand on her arm. ‘No. No.’
‘Are you sure?’
‘I’ve never seen him before.’
‘I’m sorry. It was crass of me to ask you to help . . .’
‘No, it’s quite all right,’ she said. ‘I am used to the dead.’ She was her brisk matter-of-fact self again.
There were precious few patients left to see, and within an hour the waiting room was empty but for the school dvornik dozing on a bench, his shoulders wedged into the angle between two walls.
‘Did the crowd know our man was murdered?’ Hadfield asked as he slipped back into his jacket.
‘Yes,’ she said simply. ‘The waiting room will be full again next week.’
They covered the body with a dirty blanket and left it in the surgery for the priests. Tearing a leaf of paper from his journal, Hadfield began writing a note. ‘I’m going to tell them he was murdered. I’ll leave my address. I don’t expect the police will bother to contact me but they may want . . .’
‘No.’ She took an urgent step towards him and snatched at the paper.
‘What on earth—’
She stood over him tugging at the top edge of the note, but he had it firmly anchored to the table with his fist and after a few seconds she let go.
‘Let me have it!’ Her jaw was set, the colour high in her cheeks, that same deep, stubborn frown on her face. ‘Please.’
‘Certainly not,’ he said quietly. ‘Not until you explain yourself, Miss Kovalenko.’
She took a deep breath and turned reluctantly away. ‘Isn’t it obvious?’
‘Not to me.’
‘The police would want to know what a smart foreign doctor was doing in Peski on a Sunday afternoon. And they would want to know who was with you,’ she said. ‘Leave it to the dvornik. He will say he found the body outside.’
‘I see. But why didn’t you say so? Why throw a tantrum?’
‘Wasn’t it ladylike?’ she said with something close to a sneer in her voice.
‘It was ill-mannered.’
Her shoulders seemed to drop a little, and she closed her eyes, the anger and tension draining from her: ‘Yes, perhaps. You won’t leave your name?’
‘No. If it’s so important, no, I won’t.’ He picked up the
paper, ripped it in half and offered her the pieces: ‘Here.’
Anna took them without making eye contact and tore them in half again: ‘I’ll speak to the dvornik.’
Hadfield waited beside the body. He was astonished by her outburst. After a few minutes she returned and began clearing away the things they had used for the surgery in silence, at pains to avoid his gaze. She was clearly a little embarrassed and would probably have welcomed an excuse to soften the atmosphere that lingered in the room like the smell of formaldehyde. But Hadfield was content to watch her, enjoying her discomfort.
‘I will take you to the church,’ she said, turning to look at him at last.
‘Thank you.’
Standing awkwardly at the school door, Hadfield could not suppress an acute sense of disappointment and frustration. This was not how the day was supposed to be, and he fought to extinguish the ember of resentment that was still glowing inside. Anna was in conversation with the dvornik who was leaning against the door jamb, a sullen look on his face. Hadfield cleared his throat and was on the point of addressing her when she turned sharply to look at him: ‘Do you have a few kopeks you can give him?’
‘Of course. Twenty?’ He gave them to the dvornik, who counted them laboriously then held out his greasy palm for more.
‘That’s enough,’ said Anna sharply, but the grizzled old yard keeper stood there unmoved, his hand held flat like a Russian Buddha.
‘Oh, for God’s sake, take this!’ Hadfield handed him twenty kopeks more. ‘Satisfied?’
The dvornik gave a broad toothless grin.
‘The old devil!’ Anna said as the door closed behind him.
‘What did I buy?’
‘The right story, of course. He found the body. We weren’t here.’
‘Ah.’
‘This way.’ She set off down the street at a brisk pace, passing from sunlight into the shadow of the four-storey lodging house opposite. From every open window, from the doorways and the yards on that hot summer Sunday, the restless sound of humanity packed cheek-by-jowl into single rooms and corners. He watched her stride purposefully on as if careless whether he followed or not: past a little group of children, barefoot, in rags, racing sticks across a puddle of dirty water, and on a little further to where three immodestly-dressed young women were gossiping in a doorway – one of whom directed a remark at Anna then burst into a peal of raucous tipsy laughter. He caught up with her at the end of the street.
‘Miss Kovalenko, if you have no other appointments, can I persuade you to walk with me a little?’
She turned to him with a shy smile, her blue eyes twinkling like sunshine on ice. ‘Yes, you can persuade me.’
From St Boris and St Gleb, they ambled north along the bank of the Neva, and Hadfield told her of his first meeting with the Figners, of their time together in Zurich and of the unhappy years he had spent in London since. ‘It was always my ambition to return to St Petersburg.’
‘To leave your home?’
‘St Petersburg is my home.’
‘And General Glen is your uncle?’
He smiled at the disingenuously casual way the question was slipped into their conversation. ‘Yes. Of course, we don’t see eye to eye on many things but he has been very kind to me.’
‘Does he know about your time in Switzerland, your views?’ she asked.
‘I try not to talk politics.’
‘Do you go to grand parties with him?’
‘Sometimes.’
‘What are they like?’
‘What are they like?’ He turned to look at her to be sure she wasn’t teasing. ‘Actually, rather dull.’
But Anna was not to be deflected and pressed him to describe a ball he had attended, from the sparkling crystal to the servants and the dance card, and – in so far as he was able – the dresses of the society ladies. And although he failed to do justice to the opulence of the occasion in his rather clinical descriptions, she seemed captivated by the picture he painted for her.
‘But ask the Figners! I’m sure they’ve been to fashionable parties and could tell you much more about dresses than I can,’ he said.
She pretended to look shocked. ‘What on earth would they think of me?’ she asked, and her shoulders shook a little with silent laughter.
In the gardens of the Smolny, they settled on a bench close to the School for Noble Girls and he asked her of her family and her home. Her father had been an army officer and a gentleman with an estate near Kharkov, her mother one of his servants. As a small child she had lived with an old babushka in the village, and on winter nights had sat at the stove and listened to folk tales in the Ukrainian language and stories of Cossack heroes. With the emancipation of the serfs, Colonel Kovalenko had used his influence to register Anna as a member of the meschanstvo – the lower middle class – and sent her to the local gymnasium. She was never close to her father, she said, even as a young girl the thought that her mother was no more than a chattel who could be sold to another member of the gentry was intolerable. At school she had been teased and bullied because she was illegitimate, and even her father’s servants spoke of her as ‘the bastard’ behind his back. One summer her father had hired a student who had been exiled
for his part in the Polish Revolt to tutor her, and he had spoken of his own country’s struggle for freedom. ‘Then someone gave me a copy of Kondraty Ryleev’s poem “Nalivaiko”. Do you know it?’ she asked. ‘It had a great effect on me. It’s the story of a Ukrainian uprising, of the struggle for justice and freedom: “There is no reconciliation, there are no conditions / Between the tyrant and the slave; / It is not ink which is needed, but blood, We must act with the sword.” There – what do you think of that?’ Anna’s eyes were shining and she was twisting her small hands in her lap.
‘Yes, I . . .’ He was groping for something that might do justice to her feelings.
‘And you know Ryleev gave his own life for freedom!’ Her voice was shaking with emotion. ‘He was executed by Tsar Nicholas. Freedom and revolt always walk arm in arm with suffering and death. That is what history teaches us.’
She turned away, but not before he saw her brush a tear from her cheek. They sat there in silence for a minute or more as well-dressed, comfortable Petersburg ambled past, promenading couples, children in straw hats and lace with ruby and plum coloured bows and sashes, merchants in light summer suits, a nanny with the latest English perambulator, a peaceful, ordered, somnolent scene as remote from the revolution and sacrifice that filled Anna’s thoughts as it was possible to be. Before he could speak to her again, the bells of the Smolny Cathedral began to chime for the evening service and roused by their restless rhythm, she rose quickly to her feet. ‘I must go.’
It was apparent from her face that there was little point in attempting to persuade her to change her mind. As they strolled slowly through the garden towards the road, he asked her about the children she taught at the school in Alexandrovskaya and the life she lived in the village.
‘Do you think I’m a sentimental revolutionary?’ she asked. ‘It’s different for you. I’m used to a simpler life than you and Vera.’
‘And the gentleman I saw you with at Madame Volkonsky’s?’
‘Who do you mean?’
‘The man sitting on the couch.’
‘Alexander? He’s a friend.’
The wariness in her voice and the colour that rose to her cheeks suggested more.
Hadfield hesitated, trying to find a propitious way to say what he wanted to say. ‘
C’est ton fiancé, n’est-ce pas? Cet homme, tu vas l’épouser. C’est evident.
’
Anna stared at him for a moment. ‘Are you trying to humiliate me, Doctor?’ she asked in Russian.
‘Of course not,’ he said, taken aback. ‘What on earth makes you think that?’
‘You are making fun of me,’ she said coldly. And she turned her back on him and began walking briskly towards the cab stand in front of the cathedral.