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Authors: Lilith Saintcrow

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Next impression: empty seats, their wooden surfaces polished by God knew how many rear ends and backs, their arms carved.
Some had straps lying open, others hungry metal hoops that clicked open and shut in time with the music, right where they
could close over wrists and ankles. Some of the seats flipped up and down in tentative jerks.

Three knee-high wooden rings held vast circles of stained sawdust. The two smaller, flanking circles held all sorts of weird
metal cages and implements, some crusted with nameless fluids, others gleaming dully. The light came from nowhere, and rippled
on the underside of the canvas like reflections from a pond’s unquiet, scum-laced surface.

The biggest, central ring was mostly bare. Dark spatters and drips spoke in their own tongueless language—
that’s high-impact splatter, and right there is arterial spray, and that’s where someone was bludgeoned.
I forced myself to look away.

Set in the exact middle of the middle ring was a plain metal bedstead with a thin dun mattress that looked older than I felt.
The hostage lay, curled into a fetal position, his narrow shadowed back to me. He was still wearing the same ratty boxers,
and the collar glinted under his lank hair.

I stepped over the border of the ring, candystriped plywood faded and chipped this close up. As soon as I did, light glared,
and I almost threw myself into a fighting crouch before I realized it was a spot from high up, and it highlighted the Ringmaster,
standing at the other end of the circle. His face was a cadaver’s leer, and he capered a little like a tired old horse, his
red velvet coat glaring and the top hat sending back jets of dispirited aqueous light. His cane whirled once like a propeller,
the green crystal globe humming as it clove thick air.

He danced again, his jodhpurs flapping and the boots landing hard on springy sawdust. Then he halted, jabbed the cane at me,
and hissed.

I set the chickens down. They had gone deathly quiet, and the cage shook slightly. I didn’t blame them a bit. The shadows
in here leapt and swirled, but I didn’t see any colorless crystal eyes or lean leaping forms. Even my blue eye was having
trouble with the shifting shadows, the ether thick as pea soup.

But just because I didn’t see them didn’t mean they weren’t there. And Perry had to be around here somewhere too.

The calliope quieted slightly, faint cheery music with an undertone of ripping flesh and splintered bone. I did my best to
tune it out.

“Come on in and step right up, ladies and gentlemen! See the hunter come into the ring! Yessir it’s a sight for the ages,
and tonight’s show will be the one to end all shows! Hurry, hurry, find your seats—”

“Shut
up.
” My yell sliced right through his, and the scar woke to painful, agonized life, sending a hot bolt up my right arm. “And
get out of the fucking ring.”

“This is the seat of our power.” All the bluster was gone. His eyes were sheets of orange fire, fat drops sizzling down his
thin cheeks. He even wore stained white gloves, and the calliope agreed with him, singing along. It followed his breathing,
a deep hitch whenever he sucked at the air to fuel that voice. “You heard the siren song, didn’t you?”

Goddamn hellbreed. Tell me again why I’m helping you.
“Henri.” I sounded like a teacher addressing a recalcitrant third-grader, but it was just the exhaustion. “If you don’t fucking
get out of this ring I’m going to blow your head off.”

The cane whirled again, once. His lips peeled back, and the faint lines running through the sharp boneridges that served him
as teeth were no longer approximations of a human mouth.

No, they were all shark, and all pointed at me.

But I stood my ground, next to the chickens in their wire cage, fine white feathers now drifting upward on a random draft
of air. Killing him and burning this entire horrorshow to the ground had a certain appeal.

But that would ruin the plan, Jill.

A wall of warm air flapped through the entrance, the canvas straining and ropes suddenly creaking. The shadows turned darker,
and I knew instinctively that the sun had touched the horizon.
Not long now.

“As you like.” The Ringmaster capered back. “For now.”

I picked up the cage and matched him step for step, forward as he retreated. By the time I reached the bed in the center,
Henri de Zamba was a good twenty feet away toward another pair of flaps, a stage entrance. More spotlights buzzed into life,
glaring circles of leprous white stabbing the seats. A shifting crowd murmur filled the tent. I half expected to see people
shuffling in, their faces blank with the expectation of entertainment. This light would bleach them out, turn them into ghosts,
and the calliope would murmur like it was murmuring now.

Another rattle of thunder sounded. I could barely hear it over the music.

I set the cage down. Dug in the black canvas bag. The white novenas in their glass sheaths went at the cardinal points, unlit.
I circled around the bed and its deathly-still occupant, leaving a trickle of cornmeal. I made the circle as perfect as I
could, etheric force bleeding out from the fingers of my right hand to guide it and keep it solid. The particles were unearthly
yellow, like the sunlight even now bleeding away over the edge of the world.

The circle had to be big enough to contain the bed
and
another smaller circle traced at the foot. This one I tried not to hurry over, but the shadows in here were getting stronger.
How long had I stood listening to the calliope and thinking about the carousel?

Just do it, Jill. Worry later.

The
veve
took shape, the spout of the plastic bottle of meal jittering a little as force ran smoothly through my hand. Alien curves
unreeled, and the second smaller circle to one side grew almost without me noticing it. Cornmeal shifted and hissed over the
sound of the calliope, and the lines twitched and tweaked until they were satisfied. The meal ran out, but the symbol completed
itself out of nowhere.

A shiver walked down my spine again, salt crust from the cold sweat drying itched.
Great.

The shadows were wine-dark now, well on their way to achieving solidity. Ikaros stirred and the Ringmaster hissed again.

Move it along, woman!
The cigars almost fell out of my shaking hands, rolling in their sheaths. I tipped Florida water out, a sweet orange breath
overriding the reek of animals and sawdust. When I looked next, the cigars had arranged themselves near each
veve,
short bristling hairs atop the circles.

The Ringmaster hissed again. I set the bottle of Barbancourt rum down, pulled the bag strap over my head, and reached down
into its depths, bringing up a plastic bag of copper chloride.

“I do not recognize this sorcery.” The Ringmaster paced closer to the edge of the containing circle. “I do not trust you.”

“That makes us about even.” I tipped all the copper chloride I could hold into my left hand. “You’re the first one I’m going
to kill if this doesn’t work out. Just remember that.”

The world held its breath. I pitched the bag and scooped up the rum, just in time. The long dusk exhale ended, and I felt
the end of sunset all the way down to my bones.

I can always feel it. Sunset always wakes me up like five shots of espresso and a bullet whizzing past. I swear I can feel
the deep breath Santa Luz takes at the moment of dawn or dusk, when the tide shifts and another day or night rises from the
ashes of whatever preceded it.

The Ringmaster threw back his head and let out an eerie cry, the calliope pausing and thundering out every note it was capable
of. The green vapor billowed, and faces appeared in it, long screaming gaunt ghostly faces. Their eyes burned orange, just
like the Ringmaster’s—

—and Ikaros, almost naked on his stained mattress, howled and went into seizure. His thin body bowed up into a hoop, and the
collar bloomed with blue sparks as a point of violent green appeared up over the circle. It dilated, became a disc, and there
was a pattering sound as roaches fell out of its glare and somehow avoided the circle I’d drawn. They landed in the sawdust
and exploded in tiny gobbets of slime. The chickens made high-pitched, frantic sounds suddenly cut off in midsquawk. Their
heads had been lopped cleanly off, blood briefly spraying in high-tension arcs.

Which was a good sign, if I was looking for one.

Time’s up.

The cap on the rum spun off, I took a gulp, and threw the copper chloride over Ikaros. It flashed into sparks of blue flame,
the cornmeal spat points of a deeper-blue static, and I sprayed the rum—

—just as the Ringmaster launched himself over the circle’s barrier and hit me full-on, bones snapping as I flew into the seats
and the hostage screamed a curlew cry.

What the fuck?
But I knew. The Ringmaster must’ve thought
I
was the one fucking with the hostage. Goddamn hellbreed, they don’t even trust themselves.

Let alone a hunter.

My hand slapped a gun butt, slipped away, and closed around a knifehilt. We hit, a crunch of thunderous pain, and something
warm and wet flung itself out between my lips. One of my large knives stabbed forward, blue flame catching hold on the corruption
in the air, and sank into his midsection with a
tchuk.
That took a little pep out of him, especially when I wrenched the blade back and forth, hellbreed strength pumping through
my arm and stink exploding around me. Wooden splinters rammed into my back, skritching against leather.

I punched him twice in the face, the scar a white-hot coal burrowing into my arm. His hard crust broke, splitting where I’d
poisoned him with silver before, and I lunged up out of the wreckage, getting solid footing and
pushing
with every ounce of strength I could dredge up.

My fist hit again, the scar squealing in satisfaction as I
pulled
on etheric energy, and the Ringmaster flew back. His top hat flew the other direction, out of sight. I scrambled up, my side
afire with pain and the scar burning as it burrowed in toward the bone. Sick heat spilled through me, bones melding in an
instant, and I retched, clear fluid and blood spattering through my mouth and nose before I whooped in a breath and flung
myself forward. My abused lungs burned and warm claret trickled down my side, but I had no time to worry about that.

Because on the other side of the central ring, leaning forward as if pushing into a heavy wind, stood Mama Zamba. Her blond
dreadlocks writhed behind her, her hands stretched out into claws, and she pushed against the shell of energy holding the
cornmeal circle, her blue eyes gone wide and black above her pitted cheeks.

I’ve got you now, you bastard.
My feet touched down and I vaulted, both guns coming out of the holsters. Her face tipped up and filled with sick green light,
cockroaches spattering behind her and flooding forward, seeking a weakness in the circle, and her haunted eyes met mine.

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A
tinkling childlike laugh. Sudden cold wetness and smell of salt and candy. And pain so immense it swallowed the world.

I’d hit something, and it had thrown me.
Hard.
A convulsion ran through me, muscles locking and nerves firing wildly in protest, a mutiny of the body.

I rolled onto my side, every inch of me protesting violently. Heaved and would have thrown up if my jaw hadn’t locked. Silver
crackled, the charms in my hair rustling, and my eyes were full of heat and something too sticky and red to be tears.

Thunder, again, not faraway but close and overwhelming. Ozone in the air. The calliope wheezing, limping brokenly through
a descant. I pushed myself up and saw the Ringmaster’s broken body trampled into sawdust. Black goop runneled his vanishing
flesh. Arms and legs corkscrewed, twisting as death claimed the tissues.

I slid down the broken remains of several chairs. Gained my feet. Vomited a long string of blood. There were probably internal
injuries.
Where the hell is Perry? I don’t like it when I can’t see him.

It was enough that he was staying out of the way. I didn’t want to deal with him
and
all this at the same time.

A barrier at ringside was just a three-bar fence, it took me two tries to hop it. And there, beyond the Ringmaster, Mama Zamba
lay in the sawdust, writhing. Her dreadlocks were full of grit, and a spume of it jetted up as she convulsed, harsh ratcheting
breaths blowing snot out through her nose. Bones crackled, and my smart eye saw the triple-lobed shimmering in the air over
her.

The Twins were occupied with their follower. I gathered myself and bolted for the cornmeal circle. Another rattle of thunder
shook the air inside the bigtop, a brief flash of acid white light made every detail stand out. Ikaros wasn’t seizing anymore.
He lay sprawled on the bed, chest rising and falling, the angular spiked hell-writing climbing over his flesh in fits and
starts. His eyes were open, staring at the roof.

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